Sentosa Trip : Episode 2

Went to sentosa again
this time i gt injured - death by blood loss

wayne was the last one to arrive at hg station (nt surprisingly)
this time onli 6 peeps nia
me,gz,nisha,sherlynn weekiat and wayne nia

when they reach harbourfront vivo
gt ppl try to get their donations
me and gz walked as if we din noe them
they said they could donate 2$ and write a message on a box of juice carton
wayne wrote weekiat [heart] sher and 4 hum below
den we went sentose via monorail

had a bloody blister(literally) due to yesterday's game
so went to the beach first
go there the blister burst, den in the end never go into the water
just sit in the sun/shade suntan
bloody hell

skin crispy liao den go rent bikes
they kept asking me if i was biking or not
so i kept answering i am
and i did
weekiat and sher take tandem bike
gz and wayne aso take tandem bike
me and nisha solo
biked around the bicycle trails a few times
i still very lousy sometimes
cannot keep the bike straight
sumtimes will swerve to left or right
near bang to others
especially weekiat and sherlynn
den we went near palawan beach, the other beach
there the trail very sandy
den i stupid go and speed up
wee kiat suddenly come up next to me den i swerve and fall down
lucky i din bang them, if not i will feel very guilty
i bled quite alot at my right elbow and left hand
the cut quite deep
but not very pain, no saltwater touch, heng arr
washed off with some water before going to the first aid station
the first aider dressed the wounds den take picture, dunno for wad
i still carried on riding the bike to get to our lockers
they keep saying i shldnt
but i still did
in the end, my bandage nearly came off and had to get it re-dressed

went back to vivo at about 5
sher and weekiat went home first
went window shopping
actually i was really bored then
go eat after den go play arcade
altogether play 10+++ matches of air hockey
gz keep saying he is very pro
in the end first match lose quite a big gap
we betted on it
whoever lose pays for the game
i played for 4 matches with gz
2 win 2 lose
the wins all gap very big 1
den lose gap very small like 11-12 or 13-11
den nisha and wayne aso played air hockey
played time crisis 2 after
wayne and nisha played first
den me and gz turn
he died quite early
and had a lot less points than me
but too bad we werent betting

after go outside too find the juice box
they using all the juice boxes to make houses
they trid to find it for 15 odd minutes
den i found it at the first house they checked
lousy, hahas

reached home at 9 plus

the end
hahas

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patrol lima oscar lima #2

Patrol Lima Oscar Lima by ~wargsmon on deviantART

yay second strip
still nt much opinions on the first 1 yet
i shld be studying for chinese olvls rite nw

comic

Patrol Lima Oscar Lima 1 by ~wargsmon on deviantART


A little something made in spare time
please dont critisise
done in the style of rich burlew of order of the stick www.giantitp.com/oots
i havent gt his permission yet cuz cant contact him

The Comprehensive Guide To Understanding Glennard -- entry #1

in an effort to make myself more transparent, strictly figure of speech
i decided to blog out stuff about me
such that when and if i say something stupid or hurts u in some way
u can say, glennard is like that 1 la, dun take it seriously or dun be bothered

i see a lot of ppl helping out their frens in such ways
but has anyone helped me yet, i think

The Comprehensive Guide To Understanding Glennard -- entry #1

Glennard \ˈglen-ne:(r)d\ n Organism, half shy, half outgoing human male currently still in teenage years. Known to think too much and talk loudly when it thinks a certain point should be reinforced. However, it is capable of being completely quiet and emo ( see EMO--entry ##) when under stress or awkward situations such as in a room full of strangers. Prone to breakdowns. Relatively creative. Considered by the general populace as one who has low self esteem and is generally negative and slacking

Nil Gramends \ i co(u)ldn't fi:nd the `pro-noun-c(i)a-tion \ n Fictional Character. Alter ego of Glennard Sim. Most commonly found online. It is more brave than Glennard in comparison and has done numerous bold and daring deeds, deeds that will never be mentioned by Glennard to any other, besides those involved. Has a long list of infamous actions, most done online. Glennard usually reverts to this character either online, or trying to escape harsh realities of life. Many of the "creative' ideas are created by Glennard when in his alter ego of Nil Gramends, as usually Glennard will think that they suck and don't even try. Perfectionistic a in certain sense



Some of the things Glennard usually says and what he really thinks

I'm Bored

[What he really thinks]

I feel lonely and want someone to talk to, and was hoping that by saying im bored would instantly be a conversation topic.


Don't Want [to do something] lah

[What he really thinks]

I really want to join it but due to some insecurity issue, refuse and use laziness as an excuse.


Bloody Hell

[What he really thinks]

Bloody Hell


I tell u something/ Do u want to listen?, don't want jiu suan le(nevermind)

[What he really thinks]

Im about to tell you something very important which will either give u an advantage or make me feel better and less insecure, so shut up and listen.



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Sentosazzz

Second post of the day
very tired liaoz

Went to sentosa today with 4hum ppls
about 10 nia

evon said its the first actual 4hum gathering den call mrs susanne ng to congratulate us
wayne say mrs ng will say y neve invite us
hahas

went to the beach first
played a little soccer in the sand while waiting for the ppl to change
the sand was very very hot
but wear slippers very itchy
so play barefoot

when they changed and jumped into the water
i just stayed dry with wayne and joan
they kept trying to "persuade" us to go in
den we give up and went to change
when we change finish
gt wet for a few minutes den they say wanna go cycle
wah lao wet liaoo den say go
hahas

later we go cycle
i brought roller blades
so no need pay money
but i the slowest
cuz small wheels top speed very slow

they went a main road way
for cars and bus 1
den a lot of uphill and downhill road
den i escaped death 3 times
2 times when i fell at the road
all the bus uncles look at us keep pointing us to stay away
bryan went back to find me
he aso kanna pointing by the uncles
i fell down 3 times lor all during down and uphill road
1ce when bryan made me carry his bag den i cannot balance
but he stay with me cuz i very slow
i aso cannot do downhill cuz too fast
if use heel brake den will slide 1 side hit the wall or trees
1ce i actually fell in the middle of road
lucky bus already pass by
they went to see the merlion
in the end reach there cannot go up
so take picture at the small fountain

went back to the bus station
i took off my blades and walked back
they went to return the bikes
i just sit at the steps wait for them
only joan rachel bryan and evon went back to find me
the rest playing soccer at the beach
we bought some water and go back to find them
saw them playing with other ppl
wayne play for a while den break his skin at the toe
bleed alot
so ask the first aider come and help
i subbed him
den playplayplay
i back heel the ball alot
everytime take the ball wait a while before passing
seldom dribble
dunno y
maybe lazy
wayne scored and dribbled around them alot
everyone was impressed with his skill
even them
after 2 goals(draw) we went to bathe
den too many ppl so go to bus station toilet to bathe
in the end there aso no shower
so they walk back
i just sit there again wait for them
in the end the girls never bathe
cuz queue too long

went back to vivo afterwards
in a monorail
went to a place overlooking the port
to pose for picture
there saw michelle covering her mouth
she saw wayne tried to run away
went to burger king to eat
7$ for 1 small burger and large fires and coke
plus both aso nt very big
rather eat at carls jr
much MUCH bigger burgers sia
walked to the station
along the way the saw a watch shop
they decided to take a look
so i stood outside
after a while rachel and evon join me
say they take very long to choose watch
in the end everyone( ithink) who were looking at the watch bought 1
walk some more
saw the custom bag shops
the brand name was taggar
almost like mine
but i saw the bag like very flimsy
very easy to break

den take mrt home
and bus
den finish
the end

hahas

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High School Never Ends

In High School
different people introduce different things to ur life
things that u wldnt have explored if they werent in ur life

simple examples

fear-ms michael(closest too the actual thing)
sadism- WONG vei li

she smiles to herself when she invigilates and she smiled during msmichael talk

humor thru being idiots and minor perverts- Boys of 2cha`05
sports- Boys Of 4hum`07 and probably a few girls
Mass Hardcore Studying- General Population of 4hum
Trust- Yang
Innocence- WenHui
Diao ing- Xiaotong and linda ( no offence)
Respect- Npcc
Teamwork- Npcc
Technology/various nerdy stuff- Kenneth(no offence)
Humor- Haoxiang


wanna keep my list short
if nt no one will read
hahas

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im the strong silent type
yeah rite

im a funny man
yeah rite

Im a handsome being
yeah rite

Im a deep psychological creature
yeah rite...

exams over

MYE is over
dun feel like celebrating
din put in much effort so dun expect much results
also dun expect myself to be excited about end of exams

ya i know there are people who really tried their best
they deserve to scream when the papers are over
they are the ones who truly felt that the end of mye was a good thing
nt just another passing day
but among those who screamed the loudest, none seem to have put in effort

maybe tts y i wasnt in the really high mood that day
but i put on the clown's mask
and tried to play the fool
maybe i wasnt even close
hope no one notices

my results are nothing to be proud of either
the only 1 i can think of is probably 8/10 for the first part of cl paper 2
the one with a passage den feel in the blanks
usually i just get a 4 or 3/10
but nothing else really

i din get to see my compo today
i tried personal recount in a long time
it was quite dramatic
if i dun get gd results, i probably wont risk personal recount again

np day
raining again
no hiccups
gd

Walk Away And Move On

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An Old Essay keeping it here so i can remember next time

Write about an occasion when you were given some good advice and how you reacted to it.

“This could be your big break!” those words kept ringing in my ears. I could still remember that event clearly. I was spray-painting a wall about two blocks away from my school. The piece was almost done when I heard someone shout behind me, ” stop!” that voice was vaguely familiar, but my mind couldn’t process it that moment. Escaping was the only thought in my mind, I even dropped my spray can and bolted towards the nearest exit. At first, I was able to put some distance between him and I, but he soon caught up because I had difficulty breathing through my gas mask.

In a few seconds, the brutish man held on to my arm and shoulder, threatening to report the incident to the police. He said that he would only give me the slip if I took off the gas mask which covered my face. I hesitated for a moment, but after weighing my options, took off the mask. Both of us were shocked as we recognized each other. He was once my Art teacher who was promoted to be a senior lecturer at the Arts Academy. He dragged me back to the scene of the crime and gathered all my spray cans. He said that my piece was the greatest work of art he has ever seen from a teenager and wanted to give me a scholarship to the Academy. For the second time in one day, my jaw dropped. Never in a million years had I expected graffiti to be rewarding. It has only served as a form of self-expression until this point in time. He gave me his hand phone number and told me to give him my decision in a week’s time. He advised me to take this opportunity and make a name for myself.

With a box of spray cans in my arms, I walked home, deep in thought of the slightest possibility of my parents accepting the proposal. My parents were respected doctors who treated family like an army. They were people of science and worked with fixed formulas, unlike myself, who needed creative space to work to my fullest potential. I’m an underground hip-hop and graffiti fan, while my parents followed the National Geographic like it was the Bible. In short, we are the polar opposite of each other.

As I opened the door, part of me was hoping that my parents would accept my decision, while another part was trying to forget the incident. I wrote everything that happened today in my diary, hoping that it would only lighten my mood. I also tried to recall all the good times I had with my family, but it all seemed to turn sour. In a fit of anger and disappointment, I tore out the pages from my diary and threw it away, thinking of giving up and not letting my parents know at all

For the next six days, my world turned upside down. Everything and everyone just seemed to be in my way. My parents decided to take the day off and spend some time cleaning the house, surprising me as they had never let the cleanliness of the house, or anything else as a matter f fact, to obstruct their work. I went into my room, drawing my art pieces when my parents entered and showed me the pages of diary, which I tore out. They said that all they want is for me to be happy. For the first time, I saw their understanding side and a single tear rolled down my cheek as they said.” follow your dreams.”

In the next few years, I graduated as valedictorian of my batch in Arts Academy. My parents also amassed a small fortune, which they used to build a school for orphans, where I was one of the teachers. The school also has a mural facing the gate, the same one that I never completed back as a teenager, still incomplete, with the words written at the side. “ Follow your dreams.”

By: glennard sim

4 Hum 2007

Music

Music is the language of the soul, an expression of self, a portrait of the point of view of the artist him/herself
it is usually a form of breaking the rules or confines of society throught its lyrics / rhythm

some examples

Genres:
Pop - Breaking the rules to earn (a lot of ) money
Gospel - Breaking the rules to spread religion / religious principles
Christian rock/any other genre - Breaking the rules to spread christianity
Jazz - Breaking the rules to showcase vocal or instrumental talents (they are really good at that)
Traditional - Confining to most rules while spreading their culture
EMO - Breaking the rules to tell others of their pain inside
Blues - Breaking the rules to show their sadness but not as much as emo (sometimes fun though)
Rhythm and Blues (RnB) - Breaking the rules to merge jazz and blues but mostly with happier and funner lyrics
Soul - Breaking the rules to express themselves or their ideas
ROCK - Breaking the rules to make other genres possible
Punk - Breaking the rules to preserve their ideas and principles (anti-establishment)
Metal - Breaking the rules to break your ear drums or just because they can
Goth - Breaking the rules because they hate everyone else
Hip Hop - Breaking the rules to Preserve their history or pride or make people aware of their issues
Electronic - Breaking the rules to showcase their computers
Dance - Breaking the rules to make you move your feet on the dancefloor
Techno - Breaking the rules to give you something to rock your head to when you take ecstasy
Raggae - Breaking the rules to infuse dance and culture
Country - Breaking the rules to IRRITATE THE HELL OUT OF YOU
HEAVY METAL - Breaking the rules to MAKE METAL 10 TIMES WORSE

pretty much everything i understand about music
anyone gt objections or additions
add to tagbox

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end child pornography

NPCC

Definitely no regrets...

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Time

Time waits for no man

post number 45 liao

5 more posts til the big 50

Lotsa ppl have been telling me to link them

i probably wont till im desparately bored or olvls

only half a year left till Os
im aware of it but i dun seem to be doing anything about it
10 points seem very far away if i carry on like this
HELP!!

We probably have like 1week - 2months before we actually fall out
i probably wont know about it until the day itself
Am i going to miss NPCC? Or will i be glad its finally over? :(
both answers seem to be excuses


Why do all the teachers who teach subjects that i excel at always seem to say U are a very smart kid?
And all those whom im weak at suan me even when i actually work hard?

If You Had A Choice, Would You Choose To Be A Thief Or A Police?

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Sorry Starts With An Ass

Sorry Starts With An Ass

Im sorry

Today i was the ass

Im sorry

sometimes people just stop thinking and do something stupid and make everything from bad to worse. And The Even worse part comes from the fact that it was my fault. I know im stupid, sometimes i just forget to think and start acting like a jerk. And I gt wad i deserved, A cold Shoulder and a few drops of tears. IT was thoroughly my fault, I shouldnt have laughed so loud and so hard, i shouldnt have distanced myself. But i did and the onli one i can blame is me.

Im sorry

The Biggest mistakes in the world are not caused by evil intentions, but idiots who stop thinking, even for 1 sec.

A Burst of laughter can lead to millions of tears
A drop of rain can lead to a flood
An angry thought can lead to violence

You can say its a stupid mistake but the guilt never goes away until you are forgiven

Im sorry

Will You Forgive Me?
From The Bottom of my heart,
Im sorry

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Camp's Over

Sec 1 leisure camp is finally over

the hard work that most of us put in has paid off

although i wouldn't mind more manpower throughout the camp


I felt proud of myself after the camp, for the first time. Seriously. I felt that i have really contributed to my squad and the instructors. i just hope everyone else feels the same way about me!!

The preparation itself had a lot of hiccups along the way. mainly due to time constraints and the stupid after school lessons. Plus there were many things we really really din know until we became ncos, such as instructors can sleep on mattresses and kerosene bombs and ropes will spoil if they touch water. It's these little things that really gave us a lot of problems.


The first day of the camp was probably the worst. We were all very lax and left a lot of things to let the senior ncos do like suicide window, so we gt scolded basically. We din really know what to do cuz some went to help sec 3s but ci taking so we dun dare go near them then others try help suicide window but they are doing everything and we dont know what to do.the seniors also made a 5 spar flagstaff but it broke so we reduced it to 3. so the first day was nt quite successful
there was 1 sentence during debrief that i remember very well and motivated me for the next day. " You all know that you are short on manpower, so you have to do 2 person's work. My senior Ncos are only here to help you all, not run the camp for you all."

The second day was much better IMO. everyone knew what to do and we werent like first day keep running around aimlessly. but still quite problematic cuz cannot find each other when we busy. But our squad still can't motivate a large group of cadets, esp sec 1s, well enough yet, since they are more afraid of CIs than us. Another problem about taking squad is that, sometimes we dont know the priorties, whether to train them discipline first or to save time first so we usually get very confused over this matter, and thats when the CIs or senior Ncos start to scold us.
the main problem in this day was that a lot of us was too caught up in preparation that we din take the sec 1s at all, some people even played with flour and water. The campfire was successful but only after using wei quan's wood. our campfire nearly died cuz we din have a kerosene bomb and our wood wasnt dried properly. So lesson Learned here. the campfire really gt high after the sec 2 and 3 performance. YOU GUYS DID VERY WELL!! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!! thx to all who contributed esp the instructors.

Third Day was area cleaning plus urban hike. The urban hike was quite interesting but it was very tiring. WE WON. Our group was the first and we did it b4 lunchtime. THX Kelvin, elaine, woei jiun, wee kit, jun xian, jun liang(energizer), ming hui(map man), nina, lijing, Shenn Ma'am plus ME. if i miss out anyone must tell me hor. shenn maam gave jun liang a lollipop and he suddenly energize liao and walk dam fast. But he made us run cuz usually he reach checkpoint first.
lesson learned here is that mus keep encouraging cadets and let them navigate on thier own dun help too much.

The sec 1 leisure camp is over, Ive learnt many things as an NCO, i only fear that its too late.
When u try your best and people still shoot you down, that sux. THX jianyong for trying to up my morale

VDAY'S EVE another sucky "holiday"

Its tat time of the year again where people get all lovey dovey and flower sellers (botanists?) get all high from the pure cash they are getting. Just by going out with a flower basket can net you $4 per rose if you know where lovers roam.

ok im bored

Once again its the stupid holiday that reminds me of the infinite loserdom that im trapped in. as if Christmas hasnt done enough to the poor psyche of a young fragile teenage mind.
life sucks when you cant celebrate valentine's day. If only.

I've always wondered whats wrong with me. Maybe i wasn't born with looks like mr.shawn and maybe i wasn't born with talent like alam shah. Maybe i wasn't born with social skills like edwin or maybe i wasn't born smart but who really likes smart guys anyway. maybe im just too scared or maybe i dunno the right words to use or maybe im just dumb.

Someday
When my life has passed me by
I lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I look around for another try and fade away
Just close your eyes and Ill take you there
This place is warm without a care
Well take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave and you reach for me
Somesay
Better things will come our way
No matter what they try to say
You were always there for me
-sugar ray

i wonder who will be the 'you' for me in those lyrics.

maybe im just too stupid to realize that 'you' are just in front of me

Dam Migraine

Dammit Migraine for 2 weeks liao
every attack seem to happen after go in or go out of aircon room or very cold place
summore onli gt migraine when brain stop working

when
play com
surf net
listen music
play with dog
or do homework den no attack
summore everytime sleep wake up either migraine or no appetite
been trying to act macho to the problem for 2 weeks
onli try using panadol 3 days ago
gt abit effect but must have relatively slow music
like SUGAR RAY

summore when do homework until dunno how to do sit there stare at qns den start migraine again

dam

doctor say may be due to stress
but everytime i tell ppl i have stress they laugh at me think i joking
sianz nvm its your own opinion

my mum say maybe have 'hidden' stress, cuz got stress also dunno or trying to repress it

today went to see doctor during lessons
at start of lessons during chem no problem onli start when doing corrections in english lesson
den recess force myself eat
so that can eat panadol
but when eating feel like want to vomit cuz no appetite
dammit
den take 1 panadol see gt effect
after 10 mins migraine worse so take second 1
then later go up 4th floor with eyes almost closing like wanna faint like that.
feeling like when you stand at NDP until the stupid guest of honour come that type

try to endure the pain through maths lesson
cuz we go com lab
dam stuffy plus hot so pain become worse
then finally give up weixiang bring me go find mrs ng
she say call parents so can go home
my mum came in about five minutes time cuz she working nearby
then go see Doctor H. H. Tay (i think)
around kovan area
the doctor say that nothing wrong with muscles
he also say its hereditary cuz my mum had it as well plus hers is worse
he also say maybe due to sudden change light or sound
extra sensitivty
he also say maybe cuz nerve problem in my right side of the brain
cuz i still young den maybe gt have more severe problems or blood clot

sianz

scarly i gt nerve or brain cancer sianz

my brain right side pain onli left side not pain

Sorry to all the people who had to waste time because i was sick
sorry mrs ng for making u waste your time on me when you could have marked other papers
sorry Weixiang for making you waste curriculum time to bring me to sickbay
sorry guanzhong for helping me tell teacher i was sick
sorry wenhui for wasting your time to worry about me and calling me
sorry xiaotong for wasting your time to bring down my bag
sorry bryan for helping me carry my books up
sorry ZhiHui for asking about how i feel and wasting your energy on me
sorry MUM for making you waste money on going doctor and taxi fare

AND THANK YOU ALSO for worrying about me
but i dun wan uall to waste your energy as you could have done better things at that time


PS CONGRATS LIONS!!! for winning the ASEAN Cup

esp Daniel Bennett, MUSTAFIC FAHRUDIN, Aide Iskandar, Noh Alam Shah, Khairul Amri, Indra, Precious, LIONEL LEWIS, Baihakki, SHI JIA YI, Ridhuan, Fazrul Nawaz, Shahril Ishak, Subramani, Hafiz Osman, Noh Rahman

and Of course

Raddy Avramovic

Homework Song

My Brother Josh
(electric guitar solo NANEINANEI)
Is Doing His Homework
(NANEINANEI)
The Kind Of Work
(NANEINANEI)
You Do At Home
(NANEINANEI)
Guess thats Why They Call It Homework
(NANEINANEI)

WILL YOU STOP IT (josh)

--- Drake and Josh