oddly today is not a good day
my morning was good
no big mishaps
just had a nice breakfast of wanton mee at school
then followed by our first project work and econs tutorials
just some games and intro sessions
nothing big, nothing serious
then chinese tutorial
where i din do the work
but she was very xia lan and said expected
good thing her kind of xia lan is funny
den break
go library get research on the pre u seminar
i did a qns on religion
did there for an hour
den maths lecture
which taught trigo
and i slept
a teacher woke me up
but din scold me
den break again
den go library again
then ct period
chose class committee
i wasn't in any part of it
so that was cool
den i went for the pre u seminar audition/interview
at first was quite nervous
but i din show it to anyone
i just listen to some music and cooled down
den it was my turn to go
lucky my teacher was good
mr kok i think his name was
at first i cluttered my first few lines
but then lucky he din do anything to make me even more nervous
den i went on smoothly for the rest of the speech
he said that my strength was in that my research was very wide, not focused on 1 topic
den i went on to my impromptu speech
which was on death gives meaning to life
so i spoke about life , that death makes u want to accomplish things before your life ends
makes u cherish life and the time you have
i also spoke about gabriel, 8/24
i said that he made me realise that things can end abruptly
need to take hold of the time you have now
and he was a very good "judge"
he gave me very positive comments
like how i would make it into council and that i was confident
few ppl have done that
but i cherish each and everyone of them
so i felt good as i went home
den i go home and makan
den on the computer and read some blogs
and talked on msn
which made me very sad today
it kinda sucks when everything is going so well and 1 little thing can change your mood
damn, and i was having a good day man
few people have made me feel good in a long time
would you like to make me feel good today
sms me now at 97337272
jus some shameless advertising
hahas
www.lightamillioncandles.com
help
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
CRAZY crazy things
This week
school was boring
with all the subject talks and all that mumbo jumbo
new og on wednesday
tt sucked because i have ABSOLUTELY positively NO new friends there
despite the fact that i know possibly 20-30 ish ppl there
so i basically picked the same subject combination again
tts SMPE
science stream, H2 Maths, EconS and Physics
but i changed h1 from bio to chem
BIO sux
as for cCa bazaar
as they call it
i picked tennis
big surprise there
i never picked up a racket and played any tennis before in my life
so decided to try
the catch is
that i have to pay 100 for 1 year if im nt in the school team
so that sux like hell
2nd cca i chose
was student council
even bigger shocker
ya tt decision was basically quite easy because it makes a damn good testimonial when you applying for university or even your job
besides the white tshirt looks cool
3rd choice is the biggest shocker of them all
i took DANCE
MUHAHAHAHAHAHS
i lost my mind
i guess its one of those impulse things
im prone to doing really REALLY ridiculous things
such as writing who i liked on my msn nick
and trying to roller blade up a hill
but its interesting
and it looks cool
so i will see how it goes
i mean after all im not exactly lean meat
so its not very aesthetic to see someone as FAT(FRIGGIN FAT) as me trying to do hip hop
and everyone i told laughed in my face
and they laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed and laughed somemore
i NEED YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT NOW!!!
in this CRUCIAL time
but i din expect them to encourage me
after all, even i wouldn't encourage myself
hahas
ya and 1 more thing
there are so many christian (catholic) racists that i know of
so what you go to church and identify yourselves as one religion so you can make fun of someone elses skin colour
all the shit here shit there
im sick of hearing it, because its FUCKING OFFENSIVE
they may not take offense to that personally
but that doesn't mean you should say it right
HEY LETS GO CHURCH CAMP AND TELL EACH OTHER BLACK JOKES
whats more there is very little malays and/or indians in CJC right now
making it another effective platform for stupid jokes
and im sure someone will be thinking they are just jokes
yeah, they are right
we take it so casually because we listen to them so often
I REALLY CANNOT STAND MUTHAFUCKERS LIKE THAT
even if they are my friends
can world peace exist in this lifetime
certainly not with those people around
and a significant part of them are catholics or christians, i realized
so what we have to believe that creationism is true and darwin was wrong
JUST because it is written so
and no, indians and malays shouldn't be called shit
now should they?
and this will be one of the really ridiculous things i do for a living
i can be a damned daredevil from now on
hahas

"If we are all God's children, then what's so special about Jesus?"--- Jimmy Carr, comedian, hated by christians (LOL)
"YOU ARE A SICK PERVERTED TWISTED PYSCOPATH! YES FYI THESE ARE BLOODY FLAMES IM SENDING YOU! WHEATHER YOU'RE CHRISTIAN OR NOT IT DOESN'T MATTER THIS STUFF IS NOT FUNNY ITS CRAP A LOAD OF CRAP AND DISGRACEFUL AND DISGUSTING YOU SHOULDNT EVEN BE ALLOWED ON FANFICTION! YOU'RE DISGUSTING GO DIE IN A HOLE. AND YOU CAN PRAY YOU DONT GET STUCK!" -----A typical Christian showing humility and forgiveness in the face of lulz.
gs
doesn't believe in god because he made christians, most of which dont exemplify his beliefs
www.loljesus.com
school was boring
with all the subject talks and all that mumbo jumbo
new og on wednesday
tt sucked because i have ABSOLUTELY positively NO new friends there
despite the fact that i know possibly 20-30 ish ppl there
so i basically picked the same subject combination again
tts SMPE
science stream, H2 Maths, EconS and Physics
but i changed h1 from bio to chem
BIO sux
as for cCa bazaar
as they call it
i picked tennis
big surprise there
i never picked up a racket and played any tennis before in my life
so decided to try
the catch is
that i have to pay 100 for 1 year if im nt in the school team
so that sux like hell
2nd cca i chose
was student council
even bigger shocker
ya tt decision was basically quite easy because it makes a damn good testimonial when you applying for university or even your job
besides the white tshirt looks cool
3rd choice is the biggest shocker of them all
i took DANCE
MUHAHAHAHAHAHS
i lost my mind
i guess its one of those impulse things
im prone to doing really REALLY ridiculous things
such as writing who i liked on my msn nick
and trying to roller blade up a hill
but its interesting
and it looks cool
so i will see how it goes
i mean after all im not exactly lean meat
so its not very aesthetic to see someone as FAT(FRIGGIN FAT) as me trying to do hip hop
and everyone i told laughed in my face
and they laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed, laughed and laughed somemore
i NEED YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT NOW!!!
in this CRUCIAL time
but i din expect them to encourage me
after all, even i wouldn't encourage myself
hahas
ya and 1 more thing
there are so many christian (catholic) racists that i know of
so what you go to church and identify yourselves as one religion so you can make fun of someone elses skin colour
all the shit here shit there
im sick of hearing it, because its FUCKING OFFENSIVE
they may not take offense to that personally
but that doesn't mean you should say it right
HEY LETS GO CHURCH CAMP AND TELL EACH OTHER BLACK JOKES
whats more there is very little malays and/or indians in CJC right now
making it another effective platform for stupid jokes
and im sure someone will be thinking they are just jokes
yeah, they are right
we take it so casually because we listen to them so often
I REALLY CANNOT STAND MUTHAFUCKERS LIKE THAT
even if they are my friends
can world peace exist in this lifetime
certainly not with those people around
and a significant part of them are catholics or christians, i realized
so what we have to believe that creationism is true and darwin was wrong
JUST because it is written so
and no, indians and malays shouldn't be called shit
now should they?
and this will be one of the really ridiculous things i do for a living
i can be a damned daredevil from now on
hahas

"If we are all God's children, then what's so special about Jesus?"--- Jimmy Carr, comedian, hated by christians (LOL)
"YOU ARE A SICK PERVERTED TWISTED PYSCOPATH! YES FYI THESE ARE BLOODY FLAMES IM SENDING YOU! WHEATHER YOU'RE CHRISTIAN OR NOT IT DOESN'T MATTER THIS STUFF IS NOT FUNNY ITS CRAP A LOAD OF CRAP AND DISGRACEFUL AND DISGUSTING YOU SHOULDNT EVEN BE ALLOWED ON FANFICTION! YOU'RE DISGUSTING GO DIE IN A HOLE. AND YOU CAN PRAY YOU DONT GET STUCK!" -----A typical Christian showing humility and forgiveness in the face of lulz.
gs
doesn't believe in god because he made christians, most of which dont exemplify his beliefs
www.loljesus.com
Friday, February 15, 2008
OMG
Why did the stupid n95 8gb increase in price again!!!
and my stupid n73 drop from 250 to 150 in trade-in
btw
emmanuel made me realised that OMG can actually stand for oh my glennard
OH MY GLENNARD!!!!
hahas
www.lightamillioncandles.com
im making a statement
starting with you
Why did the stupid n95 8gb increase in price again!!!
and my stupid n73 drop from 250 to 150 in trade-in
btw
emmanuel made me realised that OMG can actually stand for oh my glennard
OH MY GLENNARD!!!!
hahas
www.lightamillioncandles.com
im making a statement
starting with you
Thursday, February 14, 2008
2cha chalet + vday post + new year
today is valentine's day
still nothing to report
but more importantly today is the last day of the 2cha chalet
around 8 girls out of 26 and almost every guy from our class went
i cant believe i just realized over the past few days that everyone 1 there was either gambling masters or learning to be 1
they just gambled and gambled the whole night
most gambled on blackjack
play until so hiong that they can all stand on table wait for the card to open
then everyone scream
i learned mahjong again
and its fun
but i don't know how to tell who want what tiles
so they just played the whole night
then next morning all either tired until sleep or go home
then there was barbeque
which was normal
anyway before this
i went to penang
to pai nian
i played firecrackers again
i accidentally dropped a rocket
then my uncle panic and quickly aim the rocket somewhere else
he nearly got burned
and he got angry
the rocket hit the wall and exploded
anyway now im addicted to mahjong
so anyone wanna play!?!
www.lightamillioncandles.com
still nothing to report
but more importantly today is the last day of the 2cha chalet
around 8 girls out of 26 and almost every guy from our class went
i cant believe i just realized over the past few days that everyone 1 there was either gambling masters or learning to be 1
they just gambled and gambled the whole night
most gambled on blackjack
play until so hiong that they can all stand on table wait for the card to open
then everyone scream
i learned mahjong again
and its fun
but i don't know how to tell who want what tiles
so they just played the whole night
then next morning all either tired until sleep or go home
then there was barbeque
which was normal
anyway before this
i went to penang
to pai nian
i played firecrackers again
i accidentally dropped a rocket
then my uncle panic and quickly aim the rocket somewhere else
he nearly got burned
and he got angry
the rocket hit the wall and exploded
anyway now im addicted to mahjong
so anyone wanna play!?!
www.lightamillioncandles.com
Monday, January 28, 2008
o lvl results plus post 90
gt back o lvl results on thursday
not the best of results
a frigging 15
but i couldnt really complain
at first i got my paper
i was liek 15?
my cousin gt a 9
but now i realised tt
only 10 ppl in my school could have gotten 9 and above
whats more is that he could have factored in cca and bonus pts
but i couldnt care less
but i was sad at first
then i tried to laugh so that i wouldnt cry there
its more or less a simple philosophy i have
but anyway
what really pissed me wasnt really my results
my mum's godmother ( which is my grand godmother, now that i think about it) actually called me tt day and asked about my results
so i just said 15
then she said tts good what tt means u passed
"now in retrospect i should have shut up here, but no i chose to keep saying)
i said ok la, alwin(my cousin) gt 9
orh liddat ar nvm still quite good
then i went pool at dhoby gaut
so FAST FORWARD to at night when i reached home
my mum had tt really sad/disappointed/angry face
so i was like i gt a 15 ,k still quite ok can go in jc
then she told me the whole story
apparently after the call my godmother told my grandmother(which was her sister) pretty much everything i told her
then she calls my mother and says
cannot like that compare 1
you son get 15 very good le
i hear already i want to take chopper kill her liao lor
talk until like i worthless like that
like my mother cannot produce smart children
so what her bloody grandson got a friggin 9
he not even the same surname as her arh
bloody hell
so as i hear finish her story
i felt very angry and also very sad at myself as well
i feel as if i let my mother down
make her throw face
i cried there on her bed
then my dad told me to choose whether jc or poly
i was still having teary eyes
so i told them i would take a shower
i cried there too
i just felt like my immediate family,
my mom dad and brother were ostrasized by them
most of my cousins were tan
me my brother and 2 cousins( my eldest uncles' sons) were the only sim
as in the 3rd generation
and they both are not like them
they are very kind and they think of others before themselves
something that seems to be lacking in my paternal family tree
maybe its because of their upbringing, they are not very rich
unlike the tan
but anyway i try not to think of them as much as i physically possible
which is difficult since we HAVE to visit each other every new year and good friday, which they make use of to sao mu, or pay respects to the deceased
anyway, i put tampines jc and catholic as my 1st 2 choices
hope i get in
remember what i did last year around this time of year
i tried to compile a list of what people felt and thought about me
so as to properly make my new years' resolution
this year i planned to do the same
but everyone seems busy
maybe i choose less people to give their opinions
maybe 6 or 4
but they will probably be close friends
well, we'll just have to wait and see
www.lightamillioncandles.com
light 1 for the children
not the best of results
a frigging 15
but i couldnt really complain
at first i got my paper
i was liek 15?
my cousin gt a 9
but now i realised tt
only 10 ppl in my school could have gotten 9 and above
whats more is that he could have factored in cca and bonus pts
but i couldnt care less
but i was sad at first
then i tried to laugh so that i wouldnt cry there
its more or less a simple philosophy i have
but anyway
what really pissed me wasnt really my results
my mum's godmother ( which is my grand godmother, now that i think about it) actually called me tt day and asked about my results
so i just said 15
then she said tts good what tt means u passed
"now in retrospect i should have shut up here, but no i chose to keep saying)
i said ok la, alwin(my cousin) gt 9
orh liddat ar nvm still quite good
then i went pool at dhoby gaut
so FAST FORWARD to at night when i reached home
my mum had tt really sad/disappointed/angry face
so i was like i gt a 15 ,k still quite ok can go in jc
then she told me the whole story
apparently after the call my godmother told my grandmother(which was her sister) pretty much everything i told her
then she calls my mother and says
cannot like that compare 1
you son get 15 very good le
i hear already i want to take chopper kill her liao lor
talk until like i worthless like that
like my mother cannot produce smart children
so what her bloody grandson got a friggin 9
he not even the same surname as her arh
bloody hell
so as i hear finish her story
i felt very angry and also very sad at myself as well
i feel as if i let my mother down
make her throw face
i cried there on her bed
then my dad told me to choose whether jc or poly
i was still having teary eyes
so i told them i would take a shower
i cried there too
i just felt like my immediate family,
my mom dad and brother were ostrasized by them
most of my cousins were tan
me my brother and 2 cousins( my eldest uncles' sons) were the only sim
as in the 3rd generation
and they both are not like them
they are very kind and they think of others before themselves
something that seems to be lacking in my paternal family tree
maybe its because of their upbringing, they are not very rich
unlike the tan
but anyway i try not to think of them as much as i physically possible
which is difficult since we HAVE to visit each other every new year and good friday, which they make use of to sao mu, or pay respects to the deceased
anyway, i put tampines jc and catholic as my 1st 2 choices
hope i get in
remember what i did last year around this time of year
i tried to compile a list of what people felt and thought about me
so as to properly make my new years' resolution
this year i planned to do the same
but everyone seems busy
maybe i choose less people to give their opinions
maybe 6 or 4
but they will probably be close friends
well, we'll just have to wait and see
www.lightamillioncandles.com
light 1 for the children
Friday, January 11, 2008
SRJC Orientation
The jc orientation is finally over
after 2 long weeks
the first five days were seriously boring, very very boring
there were subject talks where you'd sit in the hall for close to 2 hours
and my first orientation grouping was not very memorable
i honestly contemplated leaving the school and not coming back for the rest of the days
and the sample lectures sucked
alot
but then came the last 3 days
everyone was reassigned new groups
this time, it was much more fun
because we could open up more
and there were games to keep us occupied
there were hell lot of fun
everyone was writing in their surveys
too short
must be longer
my second group(the fun one)
were more ready to speak up and try to lead in cheers
at least better than my first one
I also met a friend from primary school
PAUL
we didn't know each others names at first
so i just said u from hips 1 right
hahas
easy starter conversation
also
for this orientation
i felt different
i wanted to stand out from the rest
be a leader
because i remember myself back in all the past camps, sec 1 sec 2 sec 3
npcc orientation also
i remember telling myself to shut up, even when i had a good idea
because i was always afraid that they would shoot me down
den i become very lau kui
very jia lat
then i look back and realise that
hey if i kept quiet i ended up after 4 years with nothing but a sergeant to show and not even any quartermaster or squad leader or even any best cadet award or something
den you will regret for the rest of your life
just like mine, always thinking, how i wished i spoke up more.
This time, i chose to speak up
i wanted to stand out from the rest
i at first tried being loud, but after the first hour
when it was not getting me or even any of us anywhere
i tried teaching the best of the best cheer
because our cheering was "subtle"
hahas
ya so i tried
and it feels good when people is paying attention
and then u tell them thisthisthisthisthatthatthatthat
and they actually listen!!! OMGWTF
hahas
yeah of course no one can master anything so quickly
then ended up having i shout the first few words den they just continue
but its good to know they actually tried
im not a student leader so i dont know how that feels
den play station games for all 3 days but the thing is that everyday gt like different "theme"
like first day is just normal
den second day is water games
and then third day is ra-ra games which is quite rough and competitive
when we dominate certain games,its usually because of individual brilliance
such as me when i tried to pass the chair from the back of the line in the first game we played as a grp
or paul for the taboo game, where he said american pa giu and the eagle puiA(fly in hokkien) in the sky
or sam and brenda in the passing out ball, their muo qi very gd can together carry so many ball across
we rocked
period
and i always forget how to cheer unless is my own cheer, so we everytime kanna confusion
i was also part of the aquila performance because i got forcefully "chosen" by my ogl
nicholas and xue fong
cuz they know that im loud
at first very xia suay
but den i sabo michael aso
so we tried our performance
and in turn made even more new friends
i think the performance group will naturally bond because we all have to work very hard together and come up with a performance in 2 days
so we will like go into overdrive straight away
something like how ppl will only study very very hard just before their o levels
something like that
oh ya and i gt kanna whack in the nose during our performance
but at least it looks smooth
and the mascot really flew and i feigned being beaten up
and the amazing race,
i brought nothing but a bottle
so i carried the flag most of the way
it really reminded me of my 10 km hike with my npcc unit
when i was as nco
we were always pushing for people to
CLOSE UP THE GAP!!
hahas
and the crossword puzzle has very ridiculous clues
like no coke only pepsi
which is kfc
and the crossword puzzle was very difficult to even find the pieces
So thanks to all the OGLs, especially nicholas and xue fong, as well as our teachers, mr Ho and mr Lee.
after 2 long weeks
the first five days were seriously boring, very very boring
there were subject talks where you'd sit in the hall for close to 2 hours
and my first orientation grouping was not very memorable
i honestly contemplated leaving the school and not coming back for the rest of the days
and the sample lectures sucked
alot
but then came the last 3 days
everyone was reassigned new groups
this time, it was much more fun
because we could open up more
and there were games to keep us occupied
there were hell lot of fun
everyone was writing in their surveys
too short
must be longer
my second group(the fun one)
were more ready to speak up and try to lead in cheers
at least better than my first one
I also met a friend from primary school
PAUL
we didn't know each others names at first
so i just said u from hips 1 right
hahas
easy starter conversation
also
for this orientation
i felt different
i wanted to stand out from the rest
be a leader
because i remember myself back in all the past camps, sec 1 sec 2 sec 3
npcc orientation also
i remember telling myself to shut up, even when i had a good idea
because i was always afraid that they would shoot me down
den i become very lau kui
very jia lat
then i look back and realise that
hey if i kept quiet i ended up after 4 years with nothing but a sergeant to show and not even any quartermaster or squad leader or even any best cadet award or something
den you will regret for the rest of your life
just like mine, always thinking, how i wished i spoke up more.
This time, i chose to speak up
i wanted to stand out from the rest
i at first tried being loud, but after the first hour
when it was not getting me or even any of us anywhere
i tried teaching the best of the best cheer
because our cheering was "subtle"
hahas
ya so i tried
and it feels good when people is paying attention
and then u tell them thisthisthisthisthatthatthatthat
and they actually listen!!! OMGWTF
hahas
yeah of course no one can master anything so quickly
then ended up having i shout the first few words den they just continue
but its good to know they actually tried
im not a student leader so i dont know how that feels
den play station games for all 3 days but the thing is that everyday gt like different "theme"
like first day is just normal
den second day is water games
and then third day is ra-ra games which is quite rough and competitive
when we dominate certain games,its usually because of individual brilliance
such as me when i tried to pass the chair from the back of the line in the first game we played as a grp
or paul for the taboo game, where he said american pa giu and the eagle puiA(fly in hokkien) in the sky
or sam and brenda in the passing out ball, their muo qi very gd can together carry so many ball across
we rocked
period
and i always forget how to cheer unless is my own cheer, so we everytime kanna confusion
i was also part of the aquila performance because i got forcefully "chosen" by my ogl
nicholas and xue fong
cuz they know that im loud
at first very xia suay
but den i sabo michael aso
so we tried our performance
and in turn made even more new friends
i think the performance group will naturally bond because we all have to work very hard together and come up with a performance in 2 days
so we will like go into overdrive straight away
something like how ppl will only study very very hard just before their o levels
something like that
oh ya and i gt kanna whack in the nose during our performance
but at least it looks smooth
and the mascot really flew and i feigned being beaten up
and the amazing race,
i brought nothing but a bottle
so i carried the flag most of the way
it really reminded me of my 10 km hike with my npcc unit
when i was as nco
we were always pushing for people to
CLOSE UP THE GAP!!
hahas
and the crossword puzzle has very ridiculous clues
like no coke only pepsi
which is kfc
and the crossword puzzle was very difficult to even find the pieces
So thanks to all the OGLs, especially nicholas and xue fong, as well as our teachers, mr Ho and mr Lee.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
NEWYEARPLUSPOP
happy new year
but not much with the happy
i mean yeah i gt an xbox360(hinthint)
but i would have rather enjoyed more time out with friends and family
so it work both ways
last year i had a bunch of ppl whom i asked what they felt about me
that was so i could figure out what i did wrong last year and do it better in 2007
i wanted to do that again this year, but everyone seems so busy, no ones really online, so bo bian
everyone is busy as heels, so im bored
this holiday was supposed to be spectacular
i was gonna do this, do that, play this, play that
now it seems very meaningless
everyones off to work or whatever the heels they do
no fm with the 4 la liga teams
no soccer every week
no actual fun stuff
just work all the way
even the chalet was messed up ( the word "messed" is supposed to be replaced with the f word ) its called a 4hum chalet
not a private get together
the last time i checked 4hum had what 40 odd people excluding teachers
less than 20 were there
and even less stayed overnight
ending up with lots of excess food no one could eat( poor sherlyn, wee kiat, xin hui)
i mean hey its not their fault
but is the class of sec 4 humility 2007 seriously so pathetic, so spineless
or are we so very ashamed of our own class, we can't even come to a little gettogether, which they did not have the privilege of planing
BTW thanx to othe organizers of the chalet, sherlyn, xinui and weekiat and his parents! THANK YOU!!!
the biggest thing that happend before 2007 ended ( i used the term biggest loosely )
was POP
or passing out parade
it was the first of which we could use rifles or arms in the parade itself
so coming back to train brought back nostalgic moments
i honestly thought the parade itself was great
yeah there were a few mistakes here and there
but it happens
i just wished the day ended with the high from the parade.
the phototaking session after was also great
the party was abit less high
maybe it was because not all of us were there
the performance was there
the food was there
the atmosphere was there, thx alot to sec 1s and 2s
but something felt missing
i couldn't really pinpoint it
but i felt very strongly that it was because there were guests
i got the "vibe" that the people there were more or less entertaining guests
but thats just me you know
honestly, i know that everyone has put in alot of hard work for us
THANKYOUVERYMUCH
thanks
seriously
www.lightamillioncandles.com
but not much with the happy
i mean yeah i gt an xbox360(hinthint)
but i would have rather enjoyed more time out with friends and family
so it work both ways
last year i had a bunch of ppl whom i asked what they felt about me
that was so i could figure out what i did wrong last year and do it better in 2007
i wanted to do that again this year, but everyone seems so busy, no ones really online, so bo bian
everyone is busy as heels, so im bored
this holiday was supposed to be spectacular
i was gonna do this, do that, play this, play that
now it seems very meaningless
everyones off to work or whatever the heels they do
no fm with the 4 la liga teams
no soccer every week
no actual fun stuff
just work all the way
even the chalet was messed up ( the word "messed" is supposed to be replaced with the f word ) its called a 4hum chalet
not a private get together
the last time i checked 4hum had what 40 odd people excluding teachers
less than 20 were there
and even less stayed overnight
ending up with lots of excess food no one could eat( poor sherlyn, wee kiat, xin hui)
i mean hey its not their fault
but is the class of sec 4 humility 2007 seriously so pathetic, so spineless
or are we so very ashamed of our own class, we can't even come to a little gettogether, which they did not have the privilege of planing
BTW thanx to othe organizers of the chalet, sherlyn, xinui and weekiat and his parents! THANK YOU!!!
the biggest thing that happend before 2007 ended ( i used the term biggest loosely )
was POP
or passing out parade
it was the first of which we could use rifles or arms in the parade itself
so coming back to train brought back nostalgic moments
i honestly thought the parade itself was great
yeah there were a few mistakes here and there
but it happens
i just wished the day ended with the high from the parade.
the phototaking session after was also great
the party was abit less high
maybe it was because not all of us were there
the performance was there
the food was there
the atmosphere was there, thx alot to sec 1s and 2s
but something felt missing
i couldn't really pinpoint it
but i felt very strongly that it was because there were guests
i got the "vibe" that the people there were more or less entertaining guests
but thats just me you know
honestly, i know that everyone has put in alot of hard work for us
THANKYOUVERYMUCH
thanks
seriously
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Changing Direction
Yesterday must be a milestone for me
i have decided to change the perspective of my life
no more chasing grades
no more chasing girls, man
i mean i realized, after a long and engaging talk (with myself) (on the mrt)
my life wasn't meant for chasing girls or grades or money for that matter
i still haven't found out what it was for though
but hey, this kind of xia lan face surely not for girls to like 1, RIGHT!!
hahas
this reminds me of '05 when i made a very big realisation that no one cares about your birthday
it crushed me but i guessed everyone was just too busy, who could blame them?
I guess its time for this boat to to set sail on a new course
I believe there are 3 factors that affect what people do, and how they do it
they are logic, faith and emotion
Logic is the little voice inside your head that tells you not to jump off a 10 storey high building because you WILL die
Faith is a little different, it has a little bit of both logic and emotion, yet at the same time it contradicts logic and emotion, such as fasting on certain days.
I have stopped believing for some time, because i felt since there were so many, which one is right, but that (anti)belief has been cemented into my head by THAT DAY, the day i(and many others) lost a friend.
The last thing is emotion, you know anger, hate, love happiness, that kind of thing
in short, because you feel close to a friend or family, it makes you wanna try more than usual to help them
i have stopped faith from interfering with my judgement
and now im going to stop emotion on the day 4/12/07
the only thing affecting my judgement is logic
and if i ever lose that, you can see me in woodbridge
but must make appointment first, hahas
just like how i stopped celebrating christmas
sighz
Money saved
from birthday gifts since '05: $70
from Christmas since '06: $20
from chasing grades: $10
from chasing girls: >$100
Freedom( at least partially): priceless
To the friend i chatted with after work: yeah, we're just friends, good friends
To eugene( you MUST read this hor, bugger): wah lau eh you ne mu xiao xi cannot trust one leh, where gt chance, no chance arr!!
REAL Madrid 32
BARCAlona 28
inyourface
www.lightamillioncandles.com
Make a difference
i have decided to change the perspective of my life
no more chasing grades
no more chasing girls, man
i mean i realized, after a long and engaging talk (with myself) (on the mrt)
my life wasn't meant for chasing girls or grades or money for that matter
i still haven't found out what it was for though
but hey, this kind of xia lan face surely not for girls to like 1, RIGHT!!
hahas
this reminds me of '05 when i made a very big realisation that no one cares about your birthday
it crushed me but i guessed everyone was just too busy, who could blame them?
I guess its time for this boat to to set sail on a new course
I believe there are 3 factors that affect what people do, and how they do it
they are logic, faith and emotion
Logic is the little voice inside your head that tells you not to jump off a 10 storey high building because you WILL die
Faith is a little different, it has a little bit of both logic and emotion, yet at the same time it contradicts logic and emotion, such as fasting on certain days.
I have stopped believing for some time, because i felt since there were so many, which one is right, but that (anti)belief has been cemented into my head by THAT DAY, the day i(and many others) lost a friend.
The last thing is emotion, you know anger, hate, love happiness, that kind of thing
in short, because you feel close to a friend or family, it makes you wanna try more than usual to help them
i have stopped faith from interfering with my judgement
and now im going to stop emotion on the day 4/12/07
the only thing affecting my judgement is logic
and if i ever lose that, you can see me in woodbridge
but must make appointment first, hahas
just like how i stopped celebrating christmas
sighz
Money saved
from birthday gifts since '05: $70
from Christmas since '06: $20
from chasing grades: $10
from chasing girls: >$100
Freedom( at least partially): priceless
To the friend i chatted with after work: yeah, we're just friends, good friends
To eugene( you MUST read this hor, bugger): wah lau eh you ne mu xiao xi cannot trust one leh, where gt chance, no chance arr!!
REAL Madrid 32
BARCAlona 28
inyourface
www.lightamillioncandles.com
Make a difference
Friday, November 23, 2007
Prom
Prom Was yesterday
It was fun
i lost my lucky draw ticket
but its not like i would have won anything
anyway big shockers for prom king and queen
wayne gt 3rd, everyone gasped, hahahs it was so funny
sheryl ( i think thats how it spelled) won even bigger shocker
everyone who knew her ( emphasis on the knowing her part) knew or felt that she was acting cute and wearing like cosplay or anime or stuff like that, but she won, so i guess tt wouldn't matter
everyone thought vivian or linda would have won but guess not
it was a fun night
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It was fun
i lost my lucky draw ticket
but its not like i would have won anything
anyway big shockers for prom king and queen
wayne gt 3rd, everyone gasped, hahahs it was so funny
sheryl ( i think thats how it spelled) won even bigger shocker
everyone who knew her ( emphasis on the knowing her part) knew or felt that she was acting cute and wearing like cosplay or anime or stuff like that, but she won, so i guess tt wouldn't matter
everyone thought vivian or linda would have won but guess not
it was a fun night
www.lightamillioncandles.com
Thursday, November 15, 2007
A gyroscope is a device for measuring or maintaining orientation, based on the principle of conservation of angular momentum. The device is a spinning wheel whose axle is free to take any orientation. This orientation changes much less in response to a given external torque than it would without the large angular momentum associated with the gyroscope's high rate of spin. Since external torque is minimized by mounting the device in gimbals, its orientation remains nearly fixed, regardless of any motion of the platform on which it is mounted.
--- Wikipedia
In short, the gyroscope can rotate along its axis with complete freedom from all 3 of its supporting columns .
Likewise, we can move to our own rhythm and pace but we need the support of our family and friends,
for without them, we are nothing
the gyroscope can only function when it is spinning.
we cannot, ever, stop moving and contributing to our society
if we stop at anytime, our heart and our spirit will start to falter
it will be difficult to keep trying
its about the same as dying inside, being a physiological zombie, theoretically
as we continue to spin, there will definitely be forces try to stop us, like friction from moving constantly, the psychological and emotional fatigue that comes with motion
but we must never let it stop us
ever
we must never let those who support us down
not our family
not our friends
not anyone
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
WELCOME TO THE END
OF THE O LEVELS
<>
now is the new age of staying to play games and watch tv instead of mugging ( which i never really did )
ALL HAIL NOVEMBER 13th!!!
now is the new age of staying to play games and watch tv instead of mugging ( which i never really did )
ALL HAIL NOVEMBER 13th!!!
Sunday, October 28, 2007
I'm Zidane!!
|
Quizzes are fun
i tried a few soccer position questions
most of them were just 5 questions each
so i doubt they were very accurate
plus i did'nt know what strong meant
(does it mean you can kick the ball far or when you tackle aggressively)
so most of the choices were
agile
strong
finisher
last ditch takle
save goals
pretty much like that all the way
but it was quite fun
got 1 midfield result
1 center back result
and a few others i cant seem to remember
but i didn't get any side backs or wing backs
which is my preferred positions since i can run up for assists and defend
but i don't mind defensive midfield
its similar
english and maths paper 2moro
from 8 am all the way to around 4 - 5 pm
vive zizou!!
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 111!!!!!11!!!!!1!!!!!!1!e^0!!!!!sin 0
Note that its spelt ex-CLAM-a-tion
not ex-CLAIM-a-tion
so now you know, remember to spell it exclamation mark for now on
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!11!!11!111!!1!!
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Note that its spelt ex-CLAM-a-tion
not ex-CLAIM-a-tion
so now you know, remember to spell it exclamation mark for now on
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!11!!11!111!!1!!
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
2 Days Before School Ends
10/3/07
rite now
mom's birthday
Happy birthday
Hope You Have A Better Birthday at work than me
anyways
i realised that a LOT of people decided to post on 28th and 29th september
and they posted nearly the exact same thing
"im not gonna blog until after O levels"
or something to that effect
Eugene is recruiting peoples to go CRUBBING (clubbing) with him
interested people please go and find him before he bugs the hell out of me and everyone else
lolwthroflbbq
realise i have been using a lot of "colourful language" recently
alot more than normal actually
maybe its stress getting to me subconsciously
yeah right
THERES NO P.E TOMORROW BECAUSE THE WONG VEI LI TOOK IT AND REPLACED IT WITH A AMATHS PAPER2
Dude, allcaps rulez, EEVVAARR
www.lightamillioncandles.com
light 1 for the children
rite now
mom's birthday
Happy birthday
Hope You Have A Better Birthday at work than me
anyways
i realised that a LOT of people decided to post on 28th and 29th september
and they posted nearly the exact same thing
"im not gonna blog until after O levels"
or something to that effect
Eugene is recruiting peoples to go CRUBBING (clubbing) with him
interested people please go and find him before he bugs the hell out of me and everyone else
lolwthroflbbq
realise i have been using a lot of "colourful language" recently
alot more than normal actually
maybe its stress getting to me subconsciously
yeah right
THERES NO P.E TOMORROW BECAUSE THE
Dude, allcaps rulez, EEVVAARR
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light 1 for the children
Monday, October 01, 2007
Anime Theme Songs
Dude, Its The World's Cutest Song. EEEEEEVVVVVVAAAAAAARRRRRRR!!!!!
With an even cuter voice actor(the actual voice actor or sakura),EEEEEEEVVVVVVAAAAAAARRR
With an even cuter voice actor(the actual voice actor or sakura),EEEEEEEVVVVVVAAAAAAARRR
Saturday, September 22, 2007
DA x 21
DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA
The Simpsons rock
now that i have access to their episodes online
(which Im going to tell you about!!!)
L1R5 Sucks At 18
L1R4 at 13
PRELIMS SUCK
alot!
Watching Air Gear Recently instead of ... you know ... studying
http://images.google.com.sg/imgres?imgurl=http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/8/8b/AirGear-01-01-006-007_EDIT.jpg/300px-AirGear-01-01-006-007_EDIT.jpg&imgrefurl=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Air_Gear&h=241&w=300&sz=18&hl=en&start=9&um=1&tbnid=6NOmscjklqkTLM:&tbnh=93&tbnw=116&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dair%2Bgear%26svnum%3D10%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official%26sa%3DN
about some pimped out rollerblading boyz who go move very fast
and jump
really really high
pretty much it
tho im still at episode 17
AND AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER SEASON THREE PREMIERED YESTERDAY in america
freaking americans always get first pick
anyway
science dropped
maths improved
eng and humanities maintain
My father says that seeing as how my results sucked
he actually plotted a route for me to take over his job or as a more qualified person for his job
but that takes more time
it involves me going to poly, taking opthamology, going to some overseas university, or NS, whichever comes first
so in theory, going to poly actually means
more time wasted, i mean spent on learning
more effort needed
less chance of actually completing the whole route
NO chance of picking a course that i like AND
100% chance of screwing up some where
Im sticking to JC
saves time, effort and gives me the freedom of choice
since my dad only wants me to go university regardless of my subjects
my closing statements:
A MATHS IMPROVE FROM D7 to A2
IN YOUR FACE VEI LI AKA YOU-CANT-SAY-BLOODY-HELL-IN-FRONT-OF-HER
The Simpsons rock
now that i have access to their episodes online
(which Im going to tell you about!!!)
L1R5 Sucks At 18
L1R4 at 13
PRELIMS SUCK
alot!
Watching Air Gear Recently instead of ... you know ... studying
http://images.google.com.sg/imgres?imgurl=http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/8/8b/AirGear-01-01-006-007_EDIT.jpg/300px-AirGear-01-01-006-007_EDIT.jpg&imgrefurl=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Air_Gear&h=241&w=300&sz=18&hl=en&start=9&um=1&tbnid=6NOmscjklqkTLM:&tbnh=93&tbnw=116&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dair%2Bgear%26svnum%3D10%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official%26sa%3DN
about some pimped out rollerblading boyz who go move very fast
and jump
really really high
pretty much it
tho im still at episode 17
AND AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER SEASON THREE PREMIERED YESTERDAY in america
freaking americans always get first pick
anyway
science dropped
maths improved
eng and humanities maintain
My father says that seeing as how my results sucked
he actually plotted a route for me to take over his job or as a more qualified person for his job
but that takes more time
it involves me going to poly, taking opthamology, going to some overseas university, or NS, whichever comes first
so in theory, going to poly actually means
more time wasted, i mean spent on learning
more effort needed
less chance of actually completing the whole route
NO chance of picking a course that i like AND
100% chance of screwing up some where
Im sticking to JC
saves time, effort and gives me the freedom of choice
since my dad only wants me to go university regardless of my subjects
my closing statements:
A MATHS IMPROVE FROM D7 to A2
IN YOUR FACE VEI LI AKA YOU-CANT-SAY-BLOODY-HELL-IN-FRONT-OF-HER
Monday, September 17, 2007
Post Prelims Post
PPP
Prelim Sucked, ... A Lot
No real mood to really study, so really didn't, really
I feel as if i don't have a direction to move in anymore
remember the time where you would wake up and be all excited about thinking what you were going to accomplish, like finish a game or read a book or even watch a tv show.
I forgot how that feels like
Its just everyday wakeup, goschool, eat (ive been doing that a lot when im bored), den sleep
nothing really stimulating for me
very mundane, monotone
Time seems to be passing me by
and when january comes im gonna regret it
then i will probably jump
because i cannot imgaine the pain of slitting my wrist
but yeah life's been boring
exams were difficult as hell, because i didn't study
got a stupid c5 for bio when i was aiming for a freaking a1
ss gt 31/50, gt a heart attack when gt back essay, was like HENG ARR essay 20/25
shld really wake up
Glennard, How are you going to get an A1 with your attitude right now?!??!?!?!?!
You should just wake up and stop dreaming, because this is not a test anymore, This IS the prelims and you are flunking everything, How are you going to Junior College? Huh? I thought you wanted to go into that Nanyang JC, You THINK they want students like you?HUH?
dam pissed off about bio exam
shld really stop dreaming
and admit to myself that im not really that smart
i probably couldnt get 11 even if i studied
everyone is just being polite
the test are probably set too easy
whe the real thing comes
you'll see
you'll see that you are just A PATHETIC GOOD-FOR-NOTHING THAT IS WASTING ALL THE FREAKING TEACHER"S ENERGY
i wanna drop out
and forget everything...
...everything
www.lightamillioncandles.com
im too [insert adjective here] to comment on it
Prelim Sucked, ... A Lot
No real mood to really study, so really didn't, really
I feel as if i don't have a direction to move in anymore
remember the time where you would wake up and be all excited about thinking what you were going to accomplish, like finish a game or read a book or even watch a tv show.
I forgot how that feels like
Its just everyday wakeup, goschool, eat (ive been doing that a lot when im bored), den sleep
nothing really stimulating for me
very mundane, monotone
Time seems to be passing me by
and when january comes im gonna regret it
then i will probably jump
because i cannot imgaine the pain of slitting my wrist
but yeah life's been boring
exams were difficult as hell, because i didn't study
got a stupid c5 for bio when i was aiming for a freaking a1
ss gt 31/50, gt a heart attack when gt back essay, was like HENG ARR essay 20/25
shld really wake up
Glennard, How are you going to get an A1 with your attitude right now?!??!?!?!?!
You should just wake up and stop dreaming, because this is not a test anymore, This IS the prelims and you are flunking everything, How are you going to Junior College? Huh? I thought you wanted to go into that Nanyang JC, You THINK they want students like you?HUH?
dam pissed off about bio exam
shld really stop dreaming
and admit to myself that im not really that smart
i probably couldnt get 11 even if i studied
everyone is just being polite
the test are probably set too easy
whe the real thing comes
you'll see
you'll see that you are just A PATHETIC GOOD-FOR-NOTHING THAT IS WASTING ALL THE FREAKING TEACHER"S ENERGY
i wanna drop out
and forget everything...
...everything
www.lightamillioncandles.com
im too [insert adjective here] to comment on it
Thursday, September 06, 2007
bdae post
06092007
nt much really happened
at 0000 hours today 3 ppl smsed me and 2 ppl called me, giving me a heart attack in the middle of the night
but i appreciate it, THANKS!!!
in the morning more ppl started to sms me and say happy birthday
i think more than last year, which is good cuz it means i made more frenz, yay!!
played pool at 1145
at hg plaza
played for about 1hr +++ with eugene and wayne
thats pretty much the only celebration i had
i actually went to school during the juniors npcc campcraft training
cause haoxiang same birthday as me
den go there celebrate with him
so waitwaitwait for about 4 hours
den when they finish they just buy bubble tea and go home
go home read his blog then realise they already celebrate liaoz
so i effectively wasted 4 hours doing nothing
so go home sianzed
to haoxiang:
you gt really good friends man
cherish them forever
so about 1.5 hrs left till end of the day
so a little too late to really do anything
but my parents did celebrate with me, so yay i gt a cake
most of sec 4s studying for prelim so cant really blame them
plus now 16 liao
have to be mature
cannot cry, cannot point finger at others,
hahahas!!
have to accept people's problems
nvm i gt 1.5hrs of celebration!!
tts 1.5 more hrs than last year !!!
yay!!!!
nt much really happened
at 0000 hours today 3 ppl smsed me and 2 ppl called me, giving me a heart attack in the middle of the night
but i appreciate it, THANKS!!!
in the morning more ppl started to sms me and say happy birthday
i think more than last year, which is good cuz it means i made more frenz, yay!!
played pool at 1145
at hg plaza
played for about 1hr +++ with eugene and wayne
thats pretty much the only celebration i had
i actually went to school during the juniors npcc campcraft training
cause haoxiang same birthday as me
den go there celebrate with him
so waitwaitwait for about 4 hours
den when they finish they just buy bubble tea and go home
go home read his blog then realise they already celebrate liaoz
so i effectively wasted 4 hours doing nothing
so go home sianzed
to haoxiang:
you gt really good friends man
cherish them forever
so about 1.5 hrs left till end of the day
so a little too late to really do anything
but my parents did celebrate with me, so yay i gt a cake
most of sec 4s studying for prelim so cant really blame them
plus now 16 liao
have to be mature
cannot cry, cannot point finger at others,
hahahas!!
have to accept people's problems
nvm i gt 1.5hrs of celebration!!
tts 1.5 more hrs than last year !!!
yay!!!!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
short little note 1
8.18pm on tuesday
about 12 mre hrs to ss exam including sleep
still nt really studying, at all
i forgot what i wanted to write here initially
but i did remember a part of it
finally the class tee is done and thankfully it didn't turn out to be a disaster
thanks to everybody who said it looks good
and even more thanks to those who helped me
theres actually an extra 21.50$$$ which wasnt accounted for
there was some error in their part
i haven't told the class cuz the consecutive school days were teachers' day and exams so no chance
but if u did read this
give a few suggestions
cuz im too lazy to tell everyone in class
its just $21.50 so nt enuff for ice cream
many people said that the design was good
which was quite a relief for me
i was quite worried that people thought it sucked
but the good news is that when some of us went around looking for clothes
there was this middle aged salesman selling jeans to us
he said he does shirt printing as well and showed us one of the shirt which was very very nice and onli $13 a piece. it was a polo tee with no names or numbers or wadever
he asked to see our design and said it was good and asked me if i could design for him if i have any free time
cool, what an honor man!!
he said he buys artwork from local students or citizens, prints them on a shirt and sells them
which is quite cool actually
but since this year olevels so bo bian no free time
really tired now
still cant remember what i wanted to write
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about 12 mre hrs to ss exam including sleep
still nt really studying, at all
i forgot what i wanted to write here initially
but i did remember a part of it
finally the class tee is done and thankfully it didn't turn out to be a disaster
thanks to everybody who said it looks good
and even more thanks to those who helped me
theres actually an extra 21.50$$$ which wasnt accounted for
there was some error in their part
i haven't told the class cuz the consecutive school days were teachers' day and exams so no chance
but if u did read this
give a few suggestions
cuz im too lazy to tell everyone in class
its just $21.50 so nt enuff for ice cream
many people said that the design was good
which was quite a relief for me
i was quite worried that people thought it sucked
but the good news is that when some of us went around looking for clothes
there was this middle aged salesman selling jeans to us
he said he does shirt printing as well and showed us one of the shirt which was very very nice and onli $13 a piece. it was a polo tee with no names or numbers or wadever
he asked to see our design and said it was good and asked me if i could design for him if i have any free time
cool, what an honor man!!
he said he buys artwork from local students or citizens, prints them on a shirt and sells them
which is quite cool actually
but since this year olevels so bo bian no free time
really tired now
still cant remember what i wanted to write
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