empty...........

Im a liar, Im a hypocrite.

Im both

My trip home on the bus, i suddenly felt so lonely, so empty, like i was missing something. I realised why almost immediatly, i was not accepted. Everywhere i go i see people in groups or pairs, and yet im alone.

I asked myself a crucial question, why?
Mayb cuz im a hypocrite, mayb cuz im a liar, mayb cuz im not physically atrractive, mayb cuz im dont have a good personality. i feel so empty right now...... in the past, when i look at face, i feel so comforted, so lighthearted almost instantly. now, i feel so crushed, wanting to slam my head against the wall thinking i am stupid.....

but still i really want 2 noe mi faults

alittle philosophical(is that a word) sentence b4 i end off

Everything, Sin or goodwilll, begins or is linked with fear, nothing has to end that way.....