At this point in time, its abt week 9 of term 1, veahave scored better in tests than most people that beat( or totally destroyed and humiliated) me in grades. There is one key difference btw NOW and THEN.THEN, year 2005 (charity rox) I see people study and cramming things into their mind that i myself panic that i did not study and try last minute work< results failed miserably. NOW, year 2006, I have never study for any test from start of the year till now, seriously. just before i enter the classroom, i just read a list of possible answers, and basically (try to) keep calm and positive. oddly enuff, the test become rather easy and i have no problem dealin with it. end of test, everyone saein wah so difficult, fail liao la yet they are the ones who score the highest.anyway, when the papers are returned, i suprisingli scored rather well(my own standard) and beat a few others(hehehehe). okay so i failed 1 test. so what, i go home with a happy face and forget it, why? remembering such things can make one unhappy and honestly ask yourself, isit worth getting yourself sad over ONE lousy test ?
After this string of events, i realised that how you feel, how you react to the teachers' supposed "clues" and even how others react are reflected in test results. When a person is panicky, shocked or frustrated, their heart rate increases and they start to sweat, thoughts of "wah lao fail liao, so difficult" speed across their minds, limiting the space of actual productive thinking.
When a person is positive and calm, they will be doing things much more efficiently than their peers, even though they are not as smart. they are capable of using their minds to their fullest potential. Thats' why i think that durin O levels' results ceremony, many people think that they could have scored much higher.
That is what I learnt for 2 months of 2006, which is probably than any maths formula geography facts. Try it, keep a cool head during a test(which you paid attention to in class) and skip all that studying and panicking involved.
maybe it will be for the batter,who noes
Another point i want to make is that people dont think and dey just yell out no if the teacher asks if there is supposed to be a test. if the teach saes there is a compre, or compo, or anything else doesnt need studyin, they shld take the closest date possible or esle it will all be crammed at thurs or friday
people in humility class..... get 59/70 not happi, get 27/30 aso not happi.... whats up wit this perfectionism.... nobodi's gunna blame u if u did ur best
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Confessions of a guy who stayed in a tent for 5 days in ubin, freaking ubin
OBS.....funner than i expected
day 1
waited in school till 9+am bfore the bus arrived, then waited for the boat to arrive, then waited for everyon else to arrive.....(you get the point) everything started at onli bout 11+am. Our grp Amundsen had 5 from 3 hope and 9 from humility. the first day was quite okay, we did a lot of admin stuff, like medical status, who will be ic and such. me and ping ru was the IC for day 1. we ran around all day to find out where they were and whatnot. den we wore our wet attire and went down for the first time. it was very cold but quite fun. i lost mi shoes in the mud(quicksand) a lot of time, so much so that it became brownish black, eeewww. we tried kayaking for the 1st time its dam tough. i sat in front while ping ru sat bhind i noe how to steer but he didnt so we had a hard time, it was very tiring and definiteli not fun. At night, we had to pitch our tent in the dark and cook, we couldnt see anything, it sucked, seriously.
day 2
we were the last few to pack our bags cuz we woke up quite late. we packed our bags till 11+ then we went for rock climbing. we had to learn belaying lessons b4 we could start. nuthing much happened except for a gigantic spider at one of the stations. we went over to the rockclimbing station and our instructor seren gave a demo b4 we started. i was her belayer. she climbed up and then suddenli started to fall. I FLEW IN FRONT. luckily she gt ask me to lock on. i climbed l8r, onli managed to go across the red line (sob). the rocks were very slippery and very difficult to climb on. after the rocks and the climbing, we prepared for our hike to camp 1. the bags were dam heavy and very difficult to carry, we aso had to hold on to a piece of twine as a challenge by serene. fortunateli it ws onli a short distance but we got stung by lots of insects. we finally arrived at the camp site, and oddli we were the first. we pitched it up and went to look for serene. she gave us a tour and we finalli had real food for dinner (it was like we never ate food in a year) l8r we sat at the external rock wall for jounal writing. den supper den sleep.
day 3
i woke up wit a ton of mosquitos bite at mi leg cuz i 4GOT TO FREAKING WEAR MY SOCKS. we went for breakfast and then we go build raft. at first sum dunno how to tie, den jayson jacob and jian hui anyhow tie lar. lucki our grp gt 3 unformed grp members, if not die liao. we failed, but if we had 10 mins we cld have done it. i see other grp all aso failed. wah lao guan zhong npcc 1 ask ow to tie, very tiu lian leh(throw face) but we jumped in the 'cleansing' pool, is like jetty jump but shorter. our grp lucki nobody scared. l8r we went to bathe den go lunch. the thoght of this being our last make everybody afraid and take alot. wen we eating halfway, jian hui say he take too much cannot eat finis, dam funni sia. den l8r he say gt 1 advertisemen about a horse fart, he even make the sound come out, everybodi laff. l8r we go for hiking shiwei took the map and go according to the checkpoint. l8r then serene sae can anihow go make us go uphill for nothing. l8r as we go she sae cancel the activity, l8r i fedup ask everyone faster, den she counsel me say i badmouth her, oh well. the boys go very fast, while the girls take their own sweet time. we reach the campsite saw bing hui veri black, dam funni. we set up tent den cook at night . i cant bliv our toilet is in the forest, that sux. l8r gt sea expedition(sea ex if u read it very fast it bcums sex) jian hui, bryan, wayne and clement i think was the cx leaders. the ppl in my tent went to sleep today as we were very tired i noe i didnt do sentry duty =)
day 4
Its kayaking day.... everybody so scared lor. we woke up at 6+am still very dark. i ate 1 piece of bread and buried the other =)had to bring all the bags down to the speedboat, den still gt the kayaks ,very tiring. finally we set off, this time me bhind and ping ru in front. we were quite fast cuz we knew wad to do now. i saw a lot of ppl going to seasick den faster steer away. ping ru suddenli gt adrenaline den keep going forward ask him stop aso dunwan. den in the end had to go back for de others.we had lunch out at sea. the instructor jus throw the food out for us to catch lik animals like that.once they threw at jayson den he try to catch but drop in to the water, wen he try to get up, his boat overturn, dam funni. after lunch, zhihui wanted to change boat with mi. i changed but droppped in to the water, she never. den we keep moving forward and banging ppl cuz she keep talking to mi and never look in front. she keep argueing wit me den everytime let her paddle she change direction, make mi have to change back.very tiring but fun.l8r dinner no one wanna eat, so onli shiwei and jianhui gt eat can food. went to sleep l8r
day 5
this five days very fast go by. we packed finis the stall den get back our cert and photo den go to sovenir shop. i dint buy anything there. sum 1 lost their wallet and they ahd to search the entire school for it, dam irritating.
but finally this five days were tiring but definitely fun
day 1
waited in school till 9+am bfore the bus arrived, then waited for the boat to arrive, then waited for everyon else to arrive.....(you get the point) everything started at onli bout 11+am. Our grp Amundsen had 5 from 3 hope and 9 from humility. the first day was quite okay, we did a lot of admin stuff, like medical status, who will be ic and such. me and ping ru was the IC for day 1. we ran around all day to find out where they were and whatnot. den we wore our wet attire and went down for the first time. it was very cold but quite fun. i lost mi shoes in the mud(quicksand) a lot of time, so much so that it became brownish black, eeewww. we tried kayaking for the 1st time its dam tough. i sat in front while ping ru sat bhind i noe how to steer but he didnt so we had a hard time, it was very tiring and definiteli not fun. At night, we had to pitch our tent in the dark and cook, we couldnt see anything, it sucked, seriously.
day 2
we were the last few to pack our bags cuz we woke up quite late. we packed our bags till 11+ then we went for rock climbing. we had to learn belaying lessons b4 we could start. nuthing much happened except for a gigantic spider at one of the stations. we went over to the rockclimbing station and our instructor seren gave a demo b4 we started. i was her belayer. she climbed up and then suddenli started to fall. I FLEW IN FRONT. luckily she gt ask me to lock on. i climbed l8r, onli managed to go across the red line (sob). the rocks were very slippery and very difficult to climb on. after the rocks and the climbing, we prepared for our hike to camp 1. the bags were dam heavy and very difficult to carry, we aso had to hold on to a piece of twine as a challenge by serene. fortunateli it ws onli a short distance but we got stung by lots of insects. we finally arrived at the camp site, and oddli we were the first. we pitched it up and went to look for serene. she gave us a tour and we finalli had real food for dinner (it was like we never ate food in a year) l8r we sat at the external rock wall for jounal writing. den supper den sleep.
day 3
i woke up wit a ton of mosquitos bite at mi leg cuz i 4GOT TO FREAKING WEAR MY SOCKS. we went for breakfast and then we go build raft. at first sum dunno how to tie, den jayson jacob and jian hui anyhow tie lar. lucki our grp gt 3 unformed grp members, if not die liao. we failed, but if we had 10 mins we cld have done it. i see other grp all aso failed. wah lao guan zhong npcc 1 ask ow to tie, very tiu lian leh(throw face) but we jumped in the 'cleansing' pool, is like jetty jump but shorter. our grp lucki nobody scared. l8r we went to bathe den go lunch. the thoght of this being our last make everybody afraid and take alot. wen we eating halfway, jian hui say he take too much cannot eat finis, dam funni sia. den l8r he say gt 1 advertisemen about a horse fart, he even make the sound come out, everybodi laff. l8r we go for hiking shiwei took the map and go according to the checkpoint. l8r then serene sae can anihow go make us go uphill for nothing. l8r as we go she sae cancel the activity, l8r i fedup ask everyone faster, den she counsel me say i badmouth her, oh well. the boys go very fast, while the girls take their own sweet time. we reach the campsite saw bing hui veri black, dam funni. we set up tent den cook at night . i cant bliv our toilet is in the forest, that sux. l8r gt sea expedition(sea ex if u read it very fast it bcums sex) jian hui, bryan, wayne and clement i think was the cx leaders. the ppl in my tent went to sleep today as we were very tired i noe i didnt do sentry duty =)
day 4
Its kayaking day.... everybody so scared lor. we woke up at 6+am still very dark. i ate 1 piece of bread and buried the other =)had to bring all the bags down to the speedboat, den still gt the kayaks ,very tiring. finally we set off, this time me bhind and ping ru in front. we were quite fast cuz we knew wad to do now. i saw a lot of ppl going to seasick den faster steer away. ping ru suddenli gt adrenaline den keep going forward ask him stop aso dunwan. den in the end had to go back for de others.we had lunch out at sea. the instructor jus throw the food out for us to catch lik animals like that.once they threw at jayson den he try to catch but drop in to the water, wen he try to get up, his boat overturn, dam funni. after lunch, zhihui wanted to change boat with mi. i changed but droppped in to the water, she never. den we keep moving forward and banging ppl cuz she keep talking to mi and never look in front. she keep argueing wit me den everytime let her paddle she change direction, make mi have to change back.very tiring but fun.l8r dinner no one wanna eat, so onli shiwei and jianhui gt eat can food. went to sleep l8r
day 5
this five days very fast go by. we packed finis the stall den get back our cert and photo den go to sovenir shop. i dint buy anything there. sum 1 lost their wallet and they ahd to search the entire school for it, dam irritating.
but finally this five days were tiring but definitely fun
Sunday, February 12, 2006
The final feast before the execution
I dunwanna go OBS, PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS
Jus packed bags for Ubin, man it sucked, had to go down to hougang mall just to buy a stinking ball of twine..... let this 5 days quickly end.
last fridae, bh,didi,adrian,ben and me went to takkin hse to pai nian (15th haven pass okay) we played mahjong for three rounds.edwin was owning everyone as no one knew how to play the game well execpt him, adrain and bh.(adrian wld get owned at any game, even if he was pro at it) bh wasnt plaeing and tot didi how to plae. i was watching the first match. at first ben screwed up so he didnt wanna plae the next round
i took over his seat and had no idea wad to do. we played and edwin owned. ben and takkin went downstairs to plae badminton. we thought we lost four tiles when we were plaein the third match so everyone stopped to play naruto. we called takkin and ben ( they were the main suspects) to see if they took it. tak gt worried and went around (forcing us to ) looking for it. we searched the ENTIRE HSE and could not find it. so we counted it, we messed it up and arranged it 3 times, THREE FRIGGIN TIMES. and still no success. so we tried to arrange it in the box. it was a perfect fit but we still coudnt figure out the problem. so we took it out and arranged it according to the tile. it worked but we couldnt find the problem still. so tak asked his mum and she said it was the hong kong version and had onli that many tiles.I CANT BLIF EVERY! OF US WAS SO PA JIAO(BLIND) which leads us to another key qns, how could they have played correctly when the rules they were using are wrong?????
tak and his family and ruthless...(im toking bout games) they dun even let us figure out the buttons and/or combos and starting crushing us like puni little insects WASSUPWITDAT. And he (his family) tries to own the weaker players every chance they get, they realli need som sportsmanship.
im sleepy dunwanna go camp need health dunwanna go camp help......
Jus packed bags for Ubin, man it sucked, had to go down to hougang mall just to buy a stinking ball of twine..... let this 5 days quickly end.
last fridae, bh,didi,adrian,ben and me went to takkin hse to pai nian (15th haven pass okay) we played mahjong for three rounds.edwin was owning everyone as no one knew how to play the game well execpt him, adrain and bh.(adrian wld get owned at any game, even if he was pro at it) bh wasnt plaeing and tot didi how to plae. i was watching the first match. at first ben screwed up so he didnt wanna plae the next round
i took over his seat and had no idea wad to do. we played and edwin owned. ben and takkin went downstairs to plae badminton. we thought we lost four tiles when we were plaein the third match so everyone stopped to play naruto. we called takkin and ben ( they were the main suspects) to see if they took it. tak gt worried and went around (forcing us to ) looking for it. we searched the ENTIRE HSE and could not find it. so we counted it, we messed it up and arranged it 3 times, THREE FRIGGIN TIMES. and still no success. so we tried to arrange it in the box. it was a perfect fit but we still coudnt figure out the problem. so we took it out and arranged it according to the tile. it worked but we couldnt find the problem still. so tak asked his mum and she said it was the hong kong version and had onli that many tiles.I CANT BLIF EVERY! OF US WAS SO PA JIAO(BLIND) which leads us to another key qns, how could they have played correctly when the rules they were using are wrong?????
tak and his family and ruthless...(im toking bout games) they dun even let us figure out the buttons and/or combos and starting crushing us like puni little insects WASSUPWITDAT. And he (his family) tries to own the weaker players every chance they get, they realli need som sportsmanship.
im sleepy dunwanna go camp need health dunwanna go camp help......
Monday, February 06, 2006
Living without numbers is like playing a song without any notes
2moro gt test, im done for. i have no idea wad the formulas are and i cant do a single qudratic qns. my calculator busted cuz its out of battery. in short, im screwed
today we had lunch in the canteen. adrain and ben keep saein about going to sum1 hse to pai nian but in the end they go home maple (or sumting else). onli didi and bing hui come. we did a little work at first. but then like all other meetings, we ended up plaeing games. i tried out my 4 player xbox for the first time, the screen was dam small but it was realli fun. we played HALO 2, at first its free for all, i took a sniper and keep sniping them. then they not happi team against me, but still no match. didi angry liao betray bh and start koilling him. l8r we played team slayer with my bro. we owned them like siao. but the fun part was not killing them(okay,i lied) it was watching their reaction to it.
quotes from the noob battlefield
y u keep missing
he behind u he behind u... u ded
wad u duin, behind u aso cannot c
wah i kil wargsmon i kil 1 leh
team lah team lah
its dam funni. wont forget this anytime soon
valentine is coming. dont know how im celebrating it, dont noe whether i care. i noe i wont be celebrating it since i dont have a valentine( cuz i noe i wont have the guts and she will never agree) the tv ad(s) about valentine shows are realling getting to my head. i reali dont noe why there is such a big commotion about it. i have no guts(sob)
LOVE can make a man forget about his car, a woman forget about a shoe sale and a singapore based teenager forget about leveling up in maple
today we had lunch in the canteen. adrain and ben keep saein about going to sum1 hse to pai nian but in the end they go home maple (or sumting else). onli didi and bing hui come. we did a little work at first. but then like all other meetings, we ended up plaeing games. i tried out my 4 player xbox for the first time, the screen was dam small but it was realli fun. we played HALO 2, at first its free for all, i took a sniper and keep sniping them. then they not happi team against me, but still no match. didi angry liao betray bh and start koilling him. l8r we played team slayer with my bro. we owned them like siao. but the fun part was not killing them(okay,i lied) it was watching their reaction to it.
quotes from the noob battlefield
y u keep missing
he behind u he behind u... u ded
wad u duin, behind u aso cannot c
wah i kil wargsmon i kil 1 leh
team lah team lah
its dam funni. wont forget this anytime soon
valentine is coming. dont know how im celebrating it, dont noe whether i care. i noe i wont be celebrating it since i dont have a valentine( cuz i noe i wont have the guts and she will never agree) the tv ad(s) about valentine shows are realling getting to my head. i reali dont noe why there is such a big commotion about it. i have no guts(sob)
LOVE can make a man forget about his car, a woman forget about a shoe sale and a singapore based teenager forget about leveling up in maple
Friday, January 27, 2006
Cleaning the bloodstains off my sword
wah January so fast pass by like that, remember durin dec holidays still worring go wrong class or mess up. But sad thing is this month onli 6 posts, but then again 6 posts get 300 hits not bad leh.
Never thought my class, 3 hum wld have ppl that reali tell off( or insult) a trainee teacher like that quote" I want to hear your opinions about me lah, cuz i heard some pretty nasty things about me from the other groups" Ms Toh. Damn sad lor, here all booksmart not streetsmart.
this has given me a lot insight on what the ppl here could really be......
I got to take a squad for drills during NP training . IT ROCKED. But too bad onli 5 sec 2s. cheng boon, jing yi, jian yong take 2 cadets while i take 3 of them. They are quite good lah onli not alert and slack abit, but its okay. i dun like tense training. quote " IT ROCKED" seriousli.
Todae, got CNY celebration. the stupid government sae is not new year eve cannot give half day off. but i slacked off for the whole day lah. go find edwin and didi booth, then talk until go concert. THANK YOU for giving onli 40mins concert, but the carnival a bit lame. I get 2 free chop from my squad mates and junior(THX) then meet up with takkin and kang yue help me get the rest. kang yue bluff almost every1 for free chops. We get 1 packet of free sweets for getting everything yay!!
After go visit pri skool with frenz, finalli talked to mrs Seet unlike last year, she said she take bio in sec skool, interesting that she likes to dissect animals(backs away slowly). She aso said that chen suo (my old skool fren) teach his maths teacher how to do maths with model drawing in 1 step(rebellion rox). Which brings me to another point, y cant we use model to solve our problems, it seems so much easier and faster than algebra, even mrs Seet agrees with me. I wanna go back (to a time long long ago) wen i actually understood sumthing in class
during yesterdae after skool talk with bh and didi abt uniform and hair style a little quote
didi: we shldnt get punished, cuz they aso never go by the rules
gs: that case ask teachers wear uniform lah...
chuckle chuckle.....
gs: then paint the skool black and white then realli look like jail liao...
HAHAHAHAHAS (not funni)
Never thought my class, 3 hum wld have ppl that reali tell off( or insult) a trainee teacher like that quote" I want to hear your opinions about me lah, cuz i heard some pretty nasty things about me from the other groups" Ms Toh. Damn sad lor, here all booksmart not streetsmart.
this has given me a lot insight on what the ppl here could really be......
I got to take a squad for drills during NP training . IT ROCKED. But too bad onli 5 sec 2s. cheng boon, jing yi, jian yong take 2 cadets while i take 3 of them. They are quite good lah onli not alert and slack abit, but its okay. i dun like tense training. quote " IT ROCKED" seriousli.
Todae, got CNY celebration. the stupid government sae is not new year eve cannot give half day off. but i slacked off for the whole day lah. go find edwin and didi booth, then talk until go concert. THANK YOU for giving onli 40mins concert, but the carnival a bit lame. I get 2 free chop from my squad mates and junior(THX) then meet up with takkin and kang yue help me get the rest. kang yue bluff almost every1 for free chops. We get 1 packet of free sweets for getting everything yay!!
After go visit pri skool with frenz, finalli talked to mrs Seet unlike last year, she said she take bio in sec skool, interesting that she likes to dissect animals(backs away slowly). She aso said that chen suo (my old skool fren) teach his maths teacher how to do maths with model drawing in 1 step(rebellion rox). Which brings me to another point, y cant we use model to solve our problems, it seems so much easier and faster than algebra, even mrs Seet agrees with me. I wanna go back (to a time long long ago) wen i actually understood sumthing in class
during yesterdae after skool talk with bh and didi abt uniform and hair style a little quote
didi: we shldnt get punished, cuz they aso never go by the rules
gs: that case ask teachers wear uniform lah...
chuckle chuckle.....
gs: then paint the skool black and white then realli look like jail liao...
HAHAHAHAHAS (not funni)
Sunday, January 22, 2006
If there is an exception to every rule, then isnt there an exception to the rule that there is an exception to every rule...
YAY chinese new year is coming....
i only have 1 rant this update
y do we have to sit down in the hall until our butts are numb and watch stupid chinese new year "programmes" i mean isnt there a more meanigful and less numbing way of celebrating the lunar new year. so moe and the school thinks it helps us "understand our culture". we have been "understanding" that same culture every year for 8 years, doncha think we wld have understood by now. bsides thay wanna teach less and learn more, so y no less teaching. i mean itz boring, if we wanted to learn, we wld have googled it or sumthing. 1 simple but time consuming alternative wld b to actualli visit sum1, that way malays and indians could actualli learn and see sumthing abt us, instead of listening to "theory lessons".
i have recently felt the amazing gift, i did part of my a maths hw by myself. lemme tell you that after failing so many times at the same questions, It feels great to wipe the smile off the txtbks face and say" take that stupid question" i got the urge to jump up on my desk and dance "numa numa yay"
I was looking for a few free mp3s sites cuz my dad doesnt want me to download a p2p program
anybodi noe 1 lemme noe
Theory is practically useless, while Practical are, in theory not practical.
numa numa is a weirdly addictive song
yawnz im sooo tired.....
i only have 1 rant this update
y do we have to sit down in the hall until our butts are numb and watch stupid chinese new year "programmes" i mean isnt there a more meanigful and less numbing way of celebrating the lunar new year. so moe and the school thinks it helps us "understand our culture". we have been "understanding" that same culture every year for 8 years, doncha think we wld have understood by now. bsides thay wanna teach less and learn more, so y no less teaching. i mean itz boring, if we wanted to learn, we wld have googled it or sumthing. 1 simple but time consuming alternative wld b to actualli visit sum1, that way malays and indians could actualli learn and see sumthing abt us, instead of listening to "theory lessons".
i have recently felt the amazing gift, i did part of my a maths hw by myself. lemme tell you that after failing so many times at the same questions, It feels great to wipe the smile off the txtbks face and say" take that stupid question" i got the urge to jump up on my desk and dance "numa numa yay"
I was looking for a few free mp3s sites cuz my dad doesnt want me to download a p2p program
anybodi noe 1 lemme noe
Theory is practically useless, while Practical are, in theory not practical.
numa numa is a weirdly addictive song
yawnz im sooo tired.....
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Has the defintion of genius changed in the past 100 years....
2dae lesson until 2.30 dam tired. somemore got a maths homework + last week 1 i haben hand in. buried under algebra, requesting medical attention.....
but the fun doesnt stop here, cuz 2moro gt another 3 periods with algebra (AAAAAHHHHHHH)
k enuff with the rants. went to sonic house for studying, when we were supposed to be studying in school until """Sumbody""" wanted to eat. helped sonic install flash at his com. tried to do 2 A maths qns until fedup then! #^!%@#! at the stupid book and see him talk to davis. i never realised msn could be so fun, seriously. but he creeps me out sometimes. aso sonic sumtimes never say his true thoughts 1 i figured out today. girls mus beware !!! (jus joking)
In school, since mr ong is at HK doing aome bigtime, ultra secret, confidential, hushhush business, MY npcc madam took over, she is teaching us geog temp. extremely informally.
aso SQ keep pestering mi abt qns, so i tell her to go online, then never show up.............
waste time
A little quote during sonic and my conservation
sonic: wah lou eh, damn leng(cold) lor the way he talk
gs: He is a prime example of a sad case
sonic: Wah, humiltiy ppl suan, gt full pakaging 1 ar
gs: hahas
but the fun doesnt stop here, cuz 2moro gt another 3 periods with algebra (AAAAAHHHHHHH)
k enuff with the rants. went to sonic house for studying, when we were supposed to be studying in school until """Sumbody""" wanted to eat. helped sonic install flash at his com. tried to do 2 A maths qns until fedup then! #^!%@#! at the stupid book and see him talk to davis. i never realised msn could be so fun, seriously. but he creeps me out sometimes. aso sonic sumtimes never say his true thoughts 1 i figured out today. girls mus beware !!! (jus joking)
In school, since mr ong is at HK doing aome bigtime, ultra secret, confidential, hushhush business, MY npcc madam took over, she is teaching us geog temp. extremely informally.
aso SQ keep pestering mi abt qns, so i tell her to go online, then never show up.............
waste time
A little quote during sonic and my conservation
sonic: wah lou eh, damn leng(cold) lor the way he talk
gs: He is a prime example of a sad case
sonic: Wah, humiltiy ppl suan, gt full pakaging 1 ar
gs: hahas
Friday, January 13, 2006
empty...........
Im a liar, Im a hypocrite.
Im both
My trip home on the bus, i suddenly felt so lonely, so empty, like i was missing something. I realised why almost immediatly, i was not accepted. Everywhere i go i see people in groups or pairs, and yet im alone.
I asked myself a crucial question, why?
Mayb cuz im a hypocrite, mayb cuz im a liar, mayb cuz im not physically atrractive, mayb cuz im dont have a good personality. i feel so empty right now...... in the past, when i look at face, i feel so comforted, so lighthearted almost instantly. now, i feel so crushed, wanting to slam my head against the wall thinking i am stupid.....
but still i really want 2 noe mi faults
alittle philosophical(is that a word) sentence b4 i end off
Everything, Sin or goodwilll, begins or is linked with fear, nothing has to end that way.....
Im both
My trip home on the bus, i suddenly felt so lonely, so empty, like i was missing something. I realised why almost immediatly, i was not accepted. Everywhere i go i see people in groups or pairs, and yet im alone.
I asked myself a crucial question, why?
Mayb cuz im a hypocrite, mayb cuz im a liar, mayb cuz im not physically atrractive, mayb cuz im dont have a good personality. i feel so empty right now...... in the past, when i look at face, i feel so comforted, so lighthearted almost instantly. now, i feel so crushed, wanting to slam my head against the wall thinking i am stupid.....
but still i really want 2 noe mi faults
alittle philosophical(is that a word) sentence b4 i end off
Everything, Sin or goodwilll, begins or is linked with fear, nothing has to end that way.....
Thursday, January 12, 2006
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Still waiting for a chio girl to fall in love with me........
Still waiting for a chio girl to fall in love with me........
Saturday, January 07, 2006
sleepy....
its 10.19 at night and im getting sleepy after some time of experimenting with different styles of drawing myself, i finally got it, it may not seem like much but it will be the base of most of my self drawings in the future. ill post it when i feel like it(or when some1 requests 4 it, its just a doodle)
it feels good to noe something in paper looks like you. im so tired. used the photoshop most of the time during the day. tried to make a sin costume out of my photos. FAILED BADLY, i finally know how hard it is. and it needs alot of layers like 50+ for a acceptable 1.......
lifes like that u noe, make u work on (and get excited over) something that is so seemingly worthess after 10mins of straight thinking. but its worth it, i did get some practice and find out the truth about ps the hard way. too tired must sleep .......
it feels good to noe something in paper looks like you. im so tired. used the photoshop most of the time during the day. tried to make a sin costume out of my photos. FAILED BADLY, i finally know how hard it is. and it needs alot of layers like 50+ for a acceptable 1.......
lifes like that u noe, make u work on (and get excited over) something that is so seemingly worthess after 10mins of straight thinking. but its worth it, i did get some practice and find out the truth about ps the hard way. too tired must sleep .......
Thursday, January 05, 2006
1st post......6/1/06
wow first post yay!! hopefully it will last till end of year. k so today my maid has been painting the rest of the door(they started since who noes when)
In skool met a few new teachers. 1 teach in particular, her lesson according to the clock is an hour, according to me forever. i dunno why it just is...
but not all teachers are bad yet. a few indian and malay teachs but its okay.
ANTIRACISM YAY
so recess cam and went to find the guys( which u probably dunno) watched the sec 1s play with water during camp(we never have that) so we recall of memories when we were sec 1s .
recess ended too quickly so met our e maths teacher. quite scary at first but he s ok
then english, nothing much then LCE then go home
went home and found devart gt lotsa things I cant Bliv I GT CHOSEN
not a bad day.
In skool met a few new teachers. 1 teach in particular, her lesson according to the clock is an hour, according to me forever. i dunno why it just is...
but not all teachers are bad yet. a few indian and malay teachs but its okay.
ANTIRACISM YAY
so recess cam and went to find the guys( which u probably dunno) watched the sec 1s play with water during camp(we never have that) so we recall of memories when we were sec 1s .
recess ended too quickly so met our e maths teacher. quite scary at first but he s ok
then english, nothing much then LCE then go home
went home and found devart gt lotsa things I cant Bliv I GT CHOSEN
not a bad day.
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