I LOVE BALL GAMES (no seriousli)

im going crazy

after skool bh suddenli rush up and sae gt wad gathering then ask us go canteen find janice. then reach there nobody, so yang go call then they say at hg mall macdonald. so we go there then she and sotong and jelena(feel tempted to write jel) sit at 1 corner, not enuff space for us. so we sit another corner, then bh alwaes use the" If u are part of 2 cha then u go wif us la" then in the end still boyz one side, girlz one side, dam @#@$#%@6# leh. so we ate stuff wif adrian $$ and edwin joined us later. didi fighting wif edwin den suddenli punch his bag and crush his calculator, dam nice leh.

then we ( the 2CHA rockers minus fangyuan and ben ) go back to skool to play some ball, we playing at the corridor cuz the class lined up for exam liao. den we playplayplay until tired then go in 3unity . den we tok, den suddenli yang say SONGBO, i turn around see guei big body wif a camera. he call us take picture wif the ball. dam stupid, den adrain still face the stupid camera wif "that" face. after that we go down to the office and he scoldscoldscold until he ask us wad punishment to get. we sae detention, originalli we wanted 1 week, but then he say three hrs b4 we replied. then edwin still ask can after exam anot. WTH mr guei nearli wanted to scold us for bargaining ,lucki mrs wong come out at that time then "tok" to us. then suddenli after that he sae punishment change to CWO but 1 hr onli. wah lao, i wanted detention lor. nevermind.


ON a side note,
i hate the stereotype that all humility ppl are smart and cannot fail. wah lao, it sux lor. then if we dunno sumthing, i get suaned. iz realli very unfair lor, cuz IM NOT THE TYPE VERY NERDY 1 ! but almost everyone else is in humility. summore they alwaes go home on the dot after lesson, never play sports r anithing besides wayne la. alwaes go home revise like theres no tomorrow. I WANT TO CHANGE CLASS.

The worst has yet to come...

I HAVENT STARTED STUDYING!!! YEAH!!! and to those who havent started as well , i urge you to start for i do not want to see anyone retain , except maybe me.

I will say a few words on behalf of the part of my brain which is capable of thought before it dies later on...

English : It would be much easier if it wasnt tested, HECK everything is.
but still, its much easier when Mrs. Hendra was marking my paper

Chinese : YAY no more studying. But now the lessons are real pointless

E Maths : My teacher can revise one topic in 15 minutes while I see other classes fainting in front of their txtbks. Okay so im exagerating

A Maths :
WHY do they include this subject in our syllabus
WHY cant i understand quadratic function
WHY dont i feel that A maths is easier than E maths
WHY cant i understand indices and surds
WHY isnt she responsible for my failure
WHY do they have to bundle our exam paper and show to our parents
WHY cant i understand everything else except matrix
Pretty much

Pure Biology : Our teach hates our class, till now i still dunno why. Why bio need so much memory work. pretty much everything is memory work which i am suckish at. And then theres practical. When the o lvls are over, im gonna tear or burn or sadistically get rid of the txtbk

Pure Chemistry : The teach should work at a polytechnic, but she doesnt the salary thats why shes stuck in our school. The subject is "grasp"able but need a lot of explaination which im also suckish at.

Pure Physics : Possibly my favourite subject if not for english or something else. This subject is rather easy to grasp has only a few formulas to memorixe compared to bio and chem. BUT there are hundreds of ways they can ask you the same question and there are many factors to include in your working.

Social Studies : Basically a very simple way to revise it
1) memorize everything from chpt 1 to 3 (a lot more than u think)
2) Study the different ways to write it
3) Write everything you remember into that format
so its simply memory (which i sick at) and reformatting

Geography Elective: I like this subject becoz...
1) No need for reformatting
2) Just dump it all on foolscap
3) There is sometimes a graph or chart to help you
4) ITS ONLY 45 MINS COMPARED TO HISTORY 1 HR 45 MINS

On a side note, I liek basketball( jus kiddin)
i just donned a new hairstyle some say is cool, some dont seem to notice it whatever
People around school seem to have pimples popping all over due to stress and whatnot

I need a sanctuary...

I hate mood swings
seriously...

woke up today feeling quite okay except for a little fatigue, must be getting old. Anyway, i was quite okay until i reached school. I started feeling very depressed and my heart was heavy, i couldnt explain it. It just happened. it lasted thruout the whole day during lesson time. The whole day was just very tiring, but i didnt feel compelled to sleep, i just felt that my heart was heavy, literally.

Lessons finalli over at 2.30. met up with adrian them. we were talking in canteen the whole time until fy joined us at about 4+. I was laughing at their jokes so hard i coughed all the way home. It was very wierd and i couldnt realli have a productive thought in my head.

Then as i was going home, i saw my bus pass me at the traffic light. so i decided to walk to the other stop quite far away, then a another 62 came as i just passed the road and there was no way i could run back. Unlucky right, the one time i decided to walk, they give me a reason i shouldnt. whats was even wierder was that i didnt feel angry or pissed off or anything, it just like faded away

I realli starting to lose control of mi mind and body.
dunno when it will end, hopefully soon....

im just so tired...
someone help me...

First law of holes: When in a hole, stop digging

A scattered dream is like a far off memory,
a far off memory thats like a scattered dream.
i wanna line the pieces up
yours and mine



This song is very meaningful, at least to me

Sanctuary (Utada Hikaru)


In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight
A sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
What's left of me
What's left of me now

I watch you fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing

In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight
A sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
What's left of me
What's left of me

My heart's a battleground

You show me how to see,
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken,

In you and I there's a new land
Angels in flight
A sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
What's left of me
What's left of me now

My fears, my lies
Melt away...

If i ever get the mp3, maybe just maybe i will change the tune
Been having a lot of thoughts lately, never got around to blog about them, maybe later

maybe...

the video is extremely amazing

In contrast to the rather sad or low tone of whatever written above, if you have taken the time to read, some observations on life....

Enjoy

We tend to overestimate the effect of a technology in the short run and underestimate the effect in the long run


When a distinguished but elderly scientist states that something is possible, he is almost certainly right. When he states that something is impossible, he is very probably wrong.
The only way of discovering the limits of the possible is to venture a little way past them into the impossible.
Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic.

As an online discussion grows longer, the probability of a comparison involving Nazis or Hitler approaches one

Work expands so as to fill the time available for its completion

The best way to describe work, SSDD, Same Shit, Different Day

When you let things go by their own, they usually go from bad to worse


Any new solution brings by itself new problems.
It's useless to make something foolproof, fools are very smart.

Never assume malice when stupidity will suffice

This post was longer than i expected

I onli realised how tired i truly am, and this is 3 weeks before my exams, great
maybe theres a way....

maybe.....