5 Days Left Before Hell Starts Anew

SIANZ 5 more days niaz.

November seemed very slow but december seemed very fast.
WHY the teachers take away our 2 weeks if not is just nice 2 months of holidays liaoz

SIANZ

5 more days and we sec 4s liaoz
have to prepare o lvls
i haven done any homework yetz
imagine teacher's reaction

SIANZ
onli 4544 hitz on my blog since it first started on January this year (i think)

Can someone spam refresh on my blog so i can show off my 5000 hits banner on my blog

PLEASE at least in 3 days time so atleast i have 5000 before the new year starts

PLEASE

and if you want to be rmbed put a tag on the tagboard so I know you helped me gt 5000 hits

You will not be forgotten

hahahz

PS i din get any christmas presents this year cuz everyone was working (including me)

JOURNEYman vs RESULTer

"Reaching there is only half the journey"

That was an old saying

To me, results are far better and they tend to give me more motivation than the process itself. Im sure most people see results as motivation too. But just to check :


I eat because i like eating ////or//// i eat because i want to survive

i drive because i like the road//// or//// i drive because i like that place im going

i know i hurt people ////or//// I know i hurt people because
because i like it//////////////////they are in pain

Im happy with my marks if ////or//// Im happy with my marks if i know i did my best //////////////////i get better than somebody

I know i have great friends if ////or//// I know i have great friends ifi made the effort to stay close /////////they will remember me

I have a loving gf/bf //or// i have a loving gf/bf ifi love him/her with all my heart /////she/he thinks of me and loves me

JOURNEYman ///////////or ////////////RESULTer

this 'table' may be a little difficult to read

Personally im a resulter, even though sometimes i keep reminding myself that the journey is more impt, i just dont get that kind of motivation. Whereas if i saw my results which was good i will work even harder

As for me its the results that tells me whether ive worked hard anot. I tend to compare myself with others ALOT, even though they dont know it. If the event i was planning was successful, i know i did a good job. If I don't get high marks for a subject im good at, i will automatic feel very low, even though i did or did not work hard for it.


So its a matter of personality, some ppl no need results to please themselves. All they need to know is that they did their best and they can sleep well at night, without any worries. but tts not me

Im Bored. Period

Im really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really Bored


Haven't met up with the 2cha guys for 1 month i think, that makes it even more boring. tomorrow's the bbq, suddenly feel sad after 1 week's hype of it. maybe cuz pretty much everyone who usually attends cha gatherings are there so unusual faces cannot be seen Again.
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I have been calling ppl up almost everyday for the past week, almost all phonecalls were not picked up or sms nt replied. IZIT BECAUSE I NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH. have been calling np ppls and 2cha ppls, both dont seem to hear me when i scream. but when someone else call them at any given time they answer, WHY. I Not big enough izit. NOT respected enough izit. all the exact same ppl who my frenz call and they pick it up. DAM EFFED UP



I think the guy who invented the phone's objective was to let ppls have access to everyone else at any time, NOT PURPOSELY IGNORE IT JUST CAUSE SOMEONE like me IS CALLING.


2moro bbq is very pathetic, i think less than 20 of a 42 mamber class is going. and onli about 5 of the 42 member class is realli interested in it, the other 15 are just callefair. Bloody hell. STOP CALLING IT A EFFING 2CHA GATHERING IF CHARITY PPLS ARE NOT GOING, INTENTIONALLY.




Life sux when your not respected, itz almost like not having friends or having a mouth but you can't talk