Sunday, November 26, 2006
Another Piece Of My Life...
I just found another piece of evidence that shows that my life, or rather, I suck.
I do not want to write the details down because i dont want to remember the details of this incident when i delete this blog and look back at the stuff i wrote when i was young and stupid. I just want to remember that it happened, thats' all.
If you want to know more maybe i will tell you, but im NOT trying to get attention or sympathy...
2 men worked at a company with the same salary and qualifications. One of the men is given more opportunities to organize the company then the other man, because he is a friend of the supervisor .
The other man on the other hand, is quite monotounous, doing the same things everyday.
But Both Men Work Equally Hard, Only On Different Things
At the end of they year, the man who worked on different events was given twice the christmas bonus of the other man, and was also promoted.
The promotion and bonus was decided by the boss, who is fair, not the supervisor.
Isit fair that the man gets promoted because he is given more opportunities ?
Isit fair that the other man doesn't get more money even though he worked equally hard and keeps the company together, working on loose ends ?
Maybe not
but life's like that
Regrets are necessary to make people grow
P.S. BOWLING FOR SOUP ROCKS
I do not want to write the details down because i dont want to remember the details of this incident when i delete this blog and look back at the stuff i wrote when i was young and stupid. I just want to remember that it happened, thats' all.
If you want to know more maybe i will tell you, but im NOT trying to get attention or sympathy...
2 men worked at a company with the same salary and qualifications. One of the men is given more opportunities to organize the company then the other man, because he is a friend of the supervisor .
The other man on the other hand, is quite monotounous, doing the same things everyday.
But Both Men Work Equally Hard, Only On Different Things
At the end of they year, the man who worked on different events was given twice the christmas bonus of the other man, and was also promoted.
The promotion and bonus was decided by the boss, who is fair, not the supervisor.
Isit fair that the man gets promoted because he is given more opportunities ?
Isit fair that the other man doesn't get more money even though he worked equally hard and keeps the company together, working on loose ends ?
Maybe not
but life's like that
Regrets are necessary to make people grow
P.S. BOWLING FOR SOUP ROCKS
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
The Anti - Life Equation
Free Will can be described as life itself.
To phrase it mathematically, it would be known as the "Life Equation"
The opposite also exists, known as the " Anti Life Equation"
It is used to destroy free will, as not having any will would be equivalent to not being alive.
loneliness + alienation + fear + despair + self-worth ÷ mockery ÷ condemantion ÷ misunderstanding x guilt x shame x failure x judgment
n=y
where y=hope and n=folly, love=lies, life=death, self=dark side
.
If you knew of this equation, how would you use it?
Get more money?
Get that really cute guy/girl to fall in love with you?
Get control over your teacher?
Get the whole school to worship you?
Get your birthday to be the next national holiday?
Get that guy you really hate to be your slave?
How many people would choose not to use it.
despite the power it carries.
Knowing full well that nobody can stop you.
There would be no side effects, no faults,
no punishments, no jail terms,
nothing
Would you still do it
Before you answer this question
Think of yourself as a human being
With Every Basic Human Right
And Free Will
Don't think of yourself as
a father
a mother
a sibling
a student
a friend
a caretaker
FULLSTOP
Just one of the many questions of life i manage to stumble upon.
To phrase it mathematically, it would be known as the "Life Equation"
The opposite also exists, known as the " Anti Life Equation"
It is used to destroy free will, as not having any will would be equivalent to not being alive.
loneliness + alienation + fear + despair + self-worth ÷ mockery ÷ condemantion ÷ misunderstanding x guilt x shame x failure x judgment
n=y
where y=hope and n=folly, love=lies, life=death, self=dark side
.
If you knew of this equation, how would you use it?
Get more money?
Get that really cute guy/girl to fall in love with you?
Get control over your teacher?
Get the whole school to worship you?
Get your birthday to be the next national holiday?
Get that guy you really hate to be your slave?
How many people would choose not to use it.
despite the power it carries.
Knowing full well that nobody can stop you.
There would be no side effects, no faults,
no punishments, no jail terms,
nothing
Would you still do it
Before you answer this question
Think of yourself as a human being
With Every Basic Human Right
And Free Will
Don't think of yourself as
a father
a mother
a sibling
a student
a friend
a caretaker
FULLSTOP
Just one of the many questions of life i manage to stumble upon.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
The First Day Of Work ......EVER
The first day of work sucked. I work as handphone sales at bedok, clementi or imm, whichever 1 has less people. I worked at bedok from 1030-2100 . The pay is about $30-$40 per day, so itz kind of a loss.
I went in with my dad at about 1030, then see a guy opening the shop. His name is Jason and he is quite friendly. he asked me to vacuum the floor before any customers come in. so i did for about half an hour. then the first few customers came in and jason served them, because he didnt teach me anything. So throughout the whole morning i just sat there and watched him serve. Then about noon another guy came in, Desmond. He helped him out a little and did a little paperwork. Then A Chinese Guy came in and asked me why he phone kept hanging up when he called others. so i tried it on my fone and it worked smoothly. Then he asked Jason why so he just help him reformat the phone and teach him how to off programs properly. Then after that, there was a message that it diverted the call, so he kept bugging Jason about it. Then he tried to ask Desmond to help while he went to buy lunch. then Desmond still couldnt help, so jason beg the guy to let him finish lunch firs tcuz he never eat breakfast, so the guy say that he will wait till he finish his lunch. So he try calling nokia hq but they also cannot solve the problem, then he say ask his friends who also have his friend, then jason become so happy.
After Lunch they teach me how to write the plan application for ppl who want to sign up a new line, so i finally knew what to do , at least a little bit. then the afternoon i just sat around until they have customers, otherwise i would explore the computer a bit. then near 530 pm, i was drawing on the computer, suddenly a voice told me i couldnt use it, i was shocked lor, summore the voice very familiar, like my past instructor during camp. Then as long as he was inside i just moved away or pretended i was looking at some handphone manual.
By Dinner, he went off so i just helped around a bit. I sold a few hi-cards and helped a few customers, by the end of the night.
My parents fetched me home, and they said that they might not have helped me if I wasnt their bosses son. They were the kind that are very crude in their language, so i wasnt surprised. I was thinking that if i gt another job where no one knew who i was, would i be able to slack. Its like they have to be good to me, or as they scared i tell my father and they might lose their jobs. So I was wondering how i would survive in the real world outside.
Many people I have come across call me rich or lucky or 'shao ye' (boss son), basically beacuse of my dad's work, and they treat me differently. I never really felt what the real world is like, especially those less fortunate. I probably never will. Although this is actually at my advantage, i dont like it 1 bit, because if you think for the one at the losing end, how does he feel that hos boss is treating someone else better than him for something he did not do.
I went in with my dad at about 1030, then see a guy opening the shop. His name is Jason and he is quite friendly. he asked me to vacuum the floor before any customers come in. so i did for about half an hour. then the first few customers came in and jason served them, because he didnt teach me anything. So throughout the whole morning i just sat there and watched him serve. Then about noon another guy came in, Desmond. He helped him out a little and did a little paperwork. Then A Chinese Guy came in and asked me why he phone kept hanging up when he called others. so i tried it on my fone and it worked smoothly. Then he asked Jason why so he just help him reformat the phone and teach him how to off programs properly. Then after that, there was a message that it diverted the call, so he kept bugging Jason about it. Then he tried to ask Desmond to help while he went to buy lunch. then Desmond still couldnt help, so jason beg the guy to let him finish lunch firs tcuz he never eat breakfast, so the guy say that he will wait till he finish his lunch. So he try calling nokia hq but they also cannot solve the problem, then he say ask his friends who also have his friend, then jason become so happy.
After Lunch they teach me how to write the plan application for ppl who want to sign up a new line, so i finally knew what to do , at least a little bit. then the afternoon i just sat around until they have customers, otherwise i would explore the computer a bit. then near 530 pm, i was drawing on the computer, suddenly a voice told me i couldnt use it, i was shocked lor, summore the voice very familiar, like my past instructor during camp. Then as long as he was inside i just moved away or pretended i was looking at some handphone manual.
By Dinner, he went off so i just helped around a bit. I sold a few hi-cards and helped a few customers, by the end of the night.
My parents fetched me home, and they said that they might not have helped me if I wasnt their bosses son. They were the kind that are very crude in their language, so i wasnt surprised. I was thinking that if i gt another job where no one knew who i was, would i be able to slack. Its like they have to be good to me, or as they scared i tell my father and they might lose their jobs. So I was wondering how i would survive in the real world outside.
Many people I have come across call me rich or lucky or 'shao ye' (boss son), basically beacuse of my dad's work, and they treat me differently. I never really felt what the real world is like, especially those less fortunate. I probably never will. Although this is actually at my advantage, i dont like it 1 bit, because if you think for the one at the losing end, how does he feel that hos boss is treating someone else better than him for something he did not do.
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