Friday, June 30, 2006

U noe that feeling ...

U noe that feeling u get when u work very hard for a veryhat long time and end up you completely hate the results?

that feeling that makes you feel completely worthless because u think that nothing good happens after so long?

that feeling that makes you feel like kill yourself because you are making others who are better than you seem average?

i realli feel very very hopeless rite now
i am the lowest profile in my squad
im like the" oh ya still gt glennard hor, dunno anyhow put him anywhere aso can la" that kind of guy.
here is my proof
(tears are flowing down onto my keyboard as i write them down...)
Third class
I last to take squad, every 1 tired, i shouted command worng for 3 times then they see me so pathetic then do la
score me 0-1
creative parade
first day never do much, second day help quite a lot becuz no time liao, but still get last
score me 0-2
MOI first try at campcraft
a lot of knots dunno, then dun dare to speak up, then maam come teach me and them, so pathetic
score 0-3
MOI first try at drills
although i tried my best, t=they say no style and i failed pathetically
score 0-4
MOI second try drills
I try to make my own style but still fail
score 0-5
words of commands
I cannot shout, cannot break up command, cannot have tone, cannot have the "zai" in my voice
score 0- 6
MOI after school
my style is encouraging words but becuz no one respond then i cant do much, summore i dun have standard in my drills, not even in the top five when they chose me in the drill team.
score 0-7
second class
do my best to shout, help jian yong yo the toilet and become very tired tts why i lousy in drills , but still fail
score 0-8
posting
no squad leader
score 0-10
no head of anything
score 0-11
no nothing useful
score 0-12
now there is exactly proof and reason why I am the lowest profile in the squad.
just the " still gt glennard leh, anyhow put la he aso cannot help much" type of guy

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

BREATHE IN, BREATHE OUT, I LOVE NPCC!!!

The NCO CAMP 06,


I have only one word to describe it , MARVELOUS

It was 1 of the very very few times that I volunteered myself because i wanted to, not like usually because nobody wants to do it.
It was also 1 of the even fewer times where I was praised for my efforts in npcc as an individual.

Some of the highlights of the camp was the creative parade. My Creative parade grp gt Me,linda,guanzhong,gangyi,jingyi,cheeseng,junliang,eugene,weiting, still gt 2 more i forget name, lols pai seh. Basically, Come up with a unique parade that can involve anything. Sounds simple? HELL NO. We had no help from any instructors and we had no idea to start with. So the first day, Chee Seng was still in Msia and we cant teach him yet. Gangyi and me tried a few different ideas but in the end all throw in the dustbin. why? we realised for the first time that taking a squad is truly truly not easy. The sec 2s cannot concentrate and there was quite a few communication probs. So we were the slowest on the first day as the others had already started practicing. The next day was slightly better.we had 1 session before campfire prep, so we used the time to fuse all our ideas together to create a slightly better 1. Gangyi had an injury and cannot participate in the parade, but he really contributed alot. We managed to do about half of our parade but not enough time. Later, after the campfire, the instructors decided to change our bunk inspection to the actual parade, but WE HAVENT FINISHED PLANING. Fortunately, there was about ten minutes to prepare, and we did. but during the parade we forgot most of it like dressing and stuff so it ended up lousier than expected. but even tho we didnt win, i found it meaningful as it gave us an insight on being a squad leader.

Another highlight was the PT session. We had to take the sec2s for pt session for the very very first time. our group of PTIs include gangyi,junyuan,jesslyn,joanna,jianyong and me. jian yong and jesslyn looked around for safety measures while the others gave instructions and demos. I felt that it was quite good as every1s morale was high and every PTI participated. But the instructors felt that it was too long and we were "too high". Nonetheless, i still feel that all the PTIs did a good job.


Last but not least is the campfire. Its the first campfire we ever organized. before the camp we prepared a lot of firewood which took a lot of time. the campfire prep had the songleaders teaching the juniors cheers,while the runners and firefeeders(me) carried logistic items around. Our ic was jesslyn and junyuan. They did a great job of organizing us while the MCs gangyi and joanna were also good at bringing up the morale.

In an NPCC camp, there is bound to be takken-ing(scold and punishment) session. our session took place in the morning as the instructors wanted us to have a feel of nco standard before starting.

The first night of the camp was the bunk inspection. They were not happy with our bunks and wanted us to bring all of our stuff down to the parade square form our bunk which is at the third floor. Many of us, including the sec 2s dropped our stuff along the way. At the parade square, we were in pumping position as the instructors scolded us. Even our flag was rolled up as we were not able to portray what we wrote in our flag, SPEED SAFETY SERIOUS=STANDARD. Later, we went to wall for our half squat, we had to lean on some of squadmates for support. We were in that position for about 3-5 minutes. Our instructors were motivating us throughout even thought they were punishing us. They even took a photo of us in that position as a momento. It was really very touching, a few of us cried.

the second session was during the morning arnd 5 am. We were called down for a fire drill. every1 was late. jian yong woke me up and i couldnt even stand. my right knee was completely numb and i tried to stand three times but all land on my butt. lucky jian yong still nearby to pull me up. we gathered at parade square. 1 of the sec 2s was missing and the sec 2s were being scolded for not taking care of him. We had to help them search the entire school for him. I didnt bring my specs along so jian yong help me around. WE searched for a lot of time until the CIs decided to ask us return to bunk. After which we gathered for another fire drill. this time the CIs brought the missing person, joshua from the command post. He scolded the sec 2s as well as asked for reasons of the activity but they couldnt answer, so they pumped,recover,pumped,recover until they anyhow guess the answer. it was a good lesson for the sec 2s.

At the end of the camp, the instructors gave individual comments on us. I will wrote them here so i wont forget when i be an nco ( this is not to hao lian seriously)

You have done well in PT and MOI(method of instruction) but you should increase your profile in the squad.

I have really seen you grow up during this 3 days, you have don quite well in PT and MOI but brush up on your drills.

You are a firefeeder, you shouldnt forget your post and leave when you are needed.

You need to brush up your drills, but you have done quite well for your MOI and PT, good job.

good luck in your nco life and work hard for your post.

This NCO camp was amazing
I really want to thank all the instructors especially
SI Tan Jia Hao
ACI Lee Hui Ying
WCI Jocelyn Neo
CI Joey Pear

They really motivated our squad and me to push ourselves even further
I also want to thank my squad, Sec 3s 06 for helping me and each other throughout the camp

Joanna
Junyuan
Jesslyn
Jingyi
Gangyi
Jianyong
Chengboon
Anastasia
Linda
Guanzhong
Weichean
Joshua
Glennard

The sec 2s also helped out alot during the camp, thanks
As well as the sec 1s during campfire
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE MEMORIES

Sunday, June 04, 2006

ATC + Mr Yeo = HUAT AH!!!!

Train TO Be A Leader

This is basically what the whole camp is about
something like a pre-nco camp without drills

trained to be a leader
to fight for our land
once for our lives
four years of our time
have you ever wonder why must we serve
cuz we love our unit
and want it to be first, to be first

looking all around us
people everywhere
children having fun
but we are holding gun
have you ever wonder why must we serve
cuz we love our unit
and want it to be first, to be first
The water at there s swimming pool water, suckz like hell hi spirit still nicer. The Atc very fast finish, Expected it to be longer.
This time i onli kanna 4 bites HAHAS

sianz, still need to prepare for nco camp and the graffiti