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haha i crazy le my thinking wont change de will alwaes be high happy hyper funny sarcastic lame idioticly funny
ya so if you are reallly know me, you can see sometimes is real, sometimes is acting with a really good mask la, so LETS ALL BE CRAZY !!!! yay !!!

btw sry linda, this time really really my fault.

another reason to bang my head against the wall

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we are no longer ncos anymore
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we were not good enough
.
even the TOs said so

we have no initiative
no bonding
no telepathy
no respect for rank
no nco mindset

i am just 1 of them
i think im the one who pulled them down
i couldnt help them just because im tired
i always shout at people even though its not their fault
i bring peoples morale down
i make peoples worried about nothing ( me)
i waste other peoples time
i think they are better off without me
i just cant help them
i just cant make people listen
i just dont have the SHI LI
i just want to make them a higher profile squad even if
im not in it
i dont wan to be the best anymore
i just want everyone give their 75%
iz enough liao
maybe without me they can do better
i feel like biting myself
for letting them down
for not being SHI LI PAI
for simply being there when we are scolded
for not speaking up when i have ideas
for not making people listen when i shld make a decision
for not making decisions when i shld

im sorry
..............

every single decision i have made sucked until now
every decision others make rocks like hell
everything i do makes people piss off and scold me
everything others do gets them praise
but if they include me in what they do
the decision automatically sux

im sorry

i cant help yu guys
i cant do anything useful
i only make you all lose face

sry


BINGHUI NOW I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL...