Yesterday must be a milestone for me
i have decided to change the perspective of my life
no more chasing grades
no more chasing girls, man
i mean i realized, after a long and engaging talk (with myself) (on the mrt)
my life wasn't meant for chasing girls or grades or money for that matter
i still haven't found out what it was for though
but hey, this kind of xia lan face surely not for girls to like 1, RIGHT!!
hahas
this reminds me of '05 when i made a very big realisation that no one cares about your birthday
it crushed me but i guessed everyone was just too busy, who could blame them?
I guess its time for this boat to to set sail on a new course
I believe there are 3 factors that affect what people do, and how they do it
they are logic, faith and emotion
Logic is the little voice inside your head that tells you not to jump off a 10 storey high building because you WILL die
Faith is a little different, it has a little bit of both logic and emotion, yet at the same time it contradicts logic and emotion, such as fasting on certain days.
I have stopped believing for some time, because i felt since there were so many, which one is right, but that (anti)belief has been cemented into my head by THAT DAY, the day i(and many others) lost a friend.
The last thing is emotion, you know anger, hate, love happiness, that kind of thing
in short, because you feel close to a friend or family, it makes you wanna try more than usual to help them
i have stopped faith from interfering with my judgement
and now im going to stop emotion on the day 4/12/07
the only thing affecting my judgement is logic
and if i ever lose that, you can see me in woodbridge
but must make appointment first, hahas
just like how i stopped celebrating christmas
sighz
Money saved
from birthday gifts since '05: $70
from Christmas since '06: $20
from chasing grades: $10
from chasing girls: >$100
Freedom( at least partially): priceless
To the friend i chatted with after work: yeah, we're just friends, good friends
To eugene( you MUST read this hor, bugger): wah lau eh you ne mu xiao xi cannot trust one leh, where gt chance, no chance arr!!
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